Carolina

Chapter 52

"Have you told dad?" Matt asked him.

"No, he's been busy with tour and I don't want to distract him. Do you guys need anything?" I asked Matt and Maddie.

"No I'm good, thanks Mrs. Styles"

"Please call me Katherine" I smiled as I left the door open and when into the dining room and picked up Anastasia.

"Hi baby girl" I put her in her high chair as I gave her some food to eat.

I grabbed the phone and dialed James Corden's number.

"Katherine! Hello!"

I laughed "Hey James, how have you been?"

"Good, good! How are you and the kids?"

"Good I actually needed to ask for some advice"

"Alright lay it on me"

"Well I recently quit my job with Camila to stay more close to home but now I don't know what to do. I have so many dreams and goals I want to accomplish and I just don't know where to start"

"Well didn't you want to model?"

"Yeah"

"So start there, send of your photos into modeling agencies"

"I love you James, thanks for the help"

"Of course, how's Harry being away?"

"It's hard sometimes, I just miss him like crazy" I sighed "and the kids, it's a lot to handle"

"Well I can watch them if you want, give you a break"

"Oh I would love that! Just let me know when you're free"

"Will do"

I hung up "mom" I looked up at Matt and Madison "I'm going to walk Maddie home"

"Alright, keep me updated okay? It was good seeing you again Maddie"

"You too Katherine" she smiled as they walked out. I grabbed my laptop and started sending my photos to modeling agencies.

"Wish mommy luck pumpkin" I smiled at Anastasia.

I sighed as I went to put Ed Sheeran's music on. As soon as I heard Ed's voice, I thought of Harry.

Matt came back home and sat right next to me "what are you doing mom?"

"I am sending pictures to modeling agencies"

"You want to be a model?"

"Yeah, it's one of the many things I want to do" I smiled at him "why don't you put your sister in her car seat and I'll take you guys to the park okay?"

"Alright" he went to go pick up Ana as I closed my laptop and headed outside.

I drove to a park nearby and I put Ana on the swings and laughed as she was laughing.

"So how was doing your homework with Maddie?"

"Good" he mumbled.

"You know you can talk to me about anything Matty right?"

"Yeah I know"

After the park, we went to the supermarket.

"Oh my god, that's Harry Styles's son and wife" I hid Anastasia's face from the cameras "Matt come on" I grabbed his hand as we quickly left.

"They can be so annoying"

"I know but just ignore them okay?"

We headed back to the car "Katherine! Mrs. Styles" I sighed as I saw some girls coming up to me.

"Matt, put Ana in her car seat"

He nodded as they came up to me "can we get a picture?"

"Yeah sure" I nodded as I moved close to them and smiled "you are so lucky"

"Thank you, have a good day girls"

I got in the car and drove home. Matt helped me cook dinner.

"Do you miss him a lot?" Matt asked me.

"Yeah, you?"

"Yeah" he sighed.

I kissed his head as we went back to cooking. Once we were done, we sat in front of the couch and watched a movie. I put Anastasia to sleep then Matt went to sleep as I went to clean up. I turned off the lights and went into the bedroom where I changed into my pajamas and got in bed.

"Good night honey" I sighed as I went to sleep.

I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing, I groaned as I answered and put it to my ear.

"Hello?"

"Hey love"

"Haz, hi honey" I sat up "how was tour?"

"Good good, how are the kids?"

"Good, they miss you a lot"

"Aww how are you babe?" Harry asked me.

"Could be better, I miss you a lot but Matt is very helpful with Ana"

"That's good, what about work?"

"That's what I need to talk to you about Harry, I actually quit"

"What?!"

"I missed being home with the kids and you. Camila totally understood too"

"So what you haven't been working for like three weeks?"

"I've been fine, we've been fine Harry and I just submitting my photos to some modeling agencies"

"What?"

"You know I want to model Haz"

"So what you're going to become best friends with Kendall now?"

"What?! Why would you even bring her name up? You know how I feel about her"

"So then why go into modeling when you know she models?"

"Because honey, this is what I want to do, I told you about this. You told me you supported me"

"I can't handle this right now, goodnight"

"Goodnight" I mumbled as I hung up and tears streamed down my face.

"Mom" I heard Matt's voice and I quickly wiped my tears "yeah buddy?"

"Was that dad?" He walked over to me.

"Yeah, he was just busy" I mumbled.

"Are you okay?" He grabbed my hand.

"Yeah sweetie, I'm fine. Go back to sleep okay? You have school tomorrow"

He nodded "I love you"

"I love you too"

He closed the door and I went back to crying as I laid back down.