Carolina

Chapter 60

"I need you guys to back up" Kenneth announced as I held Harry's hand.

I didn't feel safe going out with Harry or being pregnant so Harry hired a few more security guards.

"You okay love?" Harry glanced back at me.

I shook my head "no, I feel like I can't breathe"

Harry stopped and turned around and faced "just look at me okay, we're going to get through this" I looked at him and nodded.

"Ok" I mumbled.

"Kenny, make sure there is space between Kat and the fans"

We began to walk again and I could feels fans pushing me and touching me and I just felt violated. I felt with fans and crowds before but this time I was pregnant.

"Harry!" I pulled his hand back and he looked at me.

"Why are you crying?!" He cupped my face.

"I can't do this babe"

"Do what?"

"The crowd" I tell him "I just feel so violated, they're pushing me and touching my stomach"

He pulled me in a hug for a second then grabbed two security guards and told them to get me to the car as safely as possible.

"What about you?" I asked.

"I'll be right there okay?"

I nodded and began to walk away from Harry. I felt a little bit better once we got out of the crowd.

"Are you okay Katherine?" Benny asked me.

"Yeah I'm much better now, thank you"

Harry got in the car, kissed my cheek and held my hand "feeling better love?"

"Yeah, I don't think I want to do that again babe I just felt so unsafe especially with the baby"

Harry nodded "well I got you now love" I leaned on his shoulders as we went to go visit Gill.

"Oh wow, look how big you've gotten"

"Shut up!" I hugged Gill "where's my little Ellie?!"

"Coming auntie Kat!" Ellie ran over to me and gave me a big hug.

"Hi princess"

"Is that my cousin inside your stomach?"

"Yes, it's your cousin" I smiled.

"I think I know the sex of your baby" Gill looked at me.

"Really?" Harry asked "what do you think it is?"

"Twins" she smiled.

"Twins?! We're not having twins G"

"I think you are Kat"

"Why do you say that?" Harry asked.

"Because of how big she is just for one baby, I'm sure it's twins"

I looked at Harry "maybe we should find out for sure" I tell him "I know we wanted it to be a surprise but if it's twins. We need to be ready"

"Alright, let me go book an appointment with your doctor"

"Thanks babe"

"How's your pregnancy going?"

"Okay, I have some rough days but Harry's been great"

"Are you scared at all?"

"I'm terrified"

"Have you talked to Harry about it?"

"No because I don't want to scare him and I'm terrified of just everything now. What if something goes wrong with the baby? What if something goes wrong during labor with me or the baby"

"Oh sweetie, you can't think like that"

"I know Gill but this is my first child and I'm kind of old"

"You aren't old Katherine, I'm old okay? You are still young and beautiful"

I sighed and hugged my sister "okay you have an appointment tomorrow" Harry walked in.

"Okay we should get going"

We went home and sat down on the couch to talk. I told him how scared I was and he told me he was just as scared as I am and I definitely felt better.

"Okay so what if we throw you a baby shower once we know for sure"

"Oh honey I think that would be great" I kissed him "I love you"

"I love you too" Harry's phone began to ring, he got up and answered it.

"What? No I can't" he said "yeah no I'm sorry I just can't not now" he hung up.

"Honey, what was that about?"

"They want me to do an interview with James and Grammy Awards"

"Grammy?! Sweetie you have to do that!"

"It's tomorrow and late notice"

"Harry, this is huge for you babe! You have to do it"

"What about the doctor's appointment?"

"I'll just have Matty come with me, it'll be fine"

"Are you sure love?!"

"Yes babe" I smiled.

He kissed me and went to call back then call his team.

"Hey mom"

"Hey guys! How was the movie?" I asked Matty and Ana.

"Good good"

"Matt sweetie, do you mind coming to my doctor's appointment tomorrow?"

"No I don't mind but isn't Dad going?"

"He has an interview with the Grammy Award people"

"Wow really?!"

"Yup" I smiled.

Harry came out and Matt congratulated him then he picked up Ana and hugged her. God I love him so fucking much.

"Mommy, can I sleep with you and daddy?"

I looked up at Harry "sure sweetie" I smiled as we went to her room so she can put her pajamas on then I changed and we laid in bed as Harry joined us.

"I remember when Matt used to do this" I tell Harry.

He smiled "remember when he woke us up for Christmas at your parent's house?"

I laughed "yeah"