Forever ~ A bullying story ~ s.m

~ Ow ~ (chapter 12)

"Hey.. Meredith. wake up" Shawn says shaking me. i smile into the covers but it turns into a frown
"wait don't look at me" i say pulling the comforter" over my head
"what, why?" he says confused
"because i just woke up. i look like shit. and i haven't taken a shower" i say standing up with the comforter still over my head
"Hey. you look beautiful as always" he says laughing
i began to try to walk to the bathroom without being able to see but i trip over Amanda's bed and fall. i quickly stand up and walk the rest of the way to the bathroom but run into the door
"Ow, Shawn why didn't you tell me the door was closed" i ask opening it
"I was waiting to see how long it took you to get there" he says chuckling
I go into the bathroom and turn on the water. once the water gets hot i get in and take like a 10 minute shower. Once i get out i began to dry off. i put my clothes on (outfit at top) and start to dry off my hair

you know what. why does my hair have to take 15 minuets to dry. like why is my hair so thick. is there things you to do to make your hair less thick?

once my hairs dry i straighten it. i do my full face makeup and look at myself in the mirror. "Ew. okay. whatever" i think to myself as i walk into the room
"Holy shit. you look good" Shawn says looking me up and down
"thanks Shawn. but where are Amanda and Cameron?" i say blushing
"some of the guys went to breakfast but Amanda told me that you weren't really a morning person so i stayed here with you" he says standing up
"Awh, Shawn you didn't have to do that" i say walking up to him and putting my arms around his neck. he hugs back and puts his head in the crook of my neck
"i don't think you understand how beautiful you look right now" Shawn whispers into my neck
How do i respond to that? Um Like what?
"Thank you. you look good too" i say blushing into his shirt
"hey, don't hide your blush. it's adorable" Shawn says lifting my head up. we inch Closer and closer
oh god. um um. god i really want to kiss him but like what if i like mess up or some shit
were like an inch apart
"WHAT UP BITCHES" Amanda says barging into the room followed by 8 other fucking jackasses
i jump at least 3 feet away from Shawn and they all just look at us
"okay.. i don't even wanna know what was about to happen up in here" Taylor says jumping onto My bed
"Taylor i just made thatttt come onnnn" i say trying to change the subject
"sorry. but i'm tired" he says grabbing Amanda'a waist and pulling her into the bed with him. she squeals as she's pulled closer to him
"okay. what the hell did i miss" Me and Shawn say at the same time
"nothing. Taylor's just being a hormonal teenage boy" Jack g says Sitting on one of the other beds
"Guys we gotta go. the show starts in an hour and we still have to get there and get everything ready" Mathew says looking at his phone
We all look at each other wide eyed and run out the door. i make sure to grab my phone and wallet before i leave. we all run down the stairs and to the limo.
We've all done this before . we know how hard it is to get through a crowd of fans. and we want time to meet the people who took the time to get here early
I'm sitting next to Shawn and Taylor and Stay with me by Sam Smith comes on
"Guys i wanna hear Meredith and Shawn sing this together. SHUT UP" Aaron says surprising us all me and Shawn smile at each other before he starts singing the first verse

{ Shawn }
Guess it's true, I'm not good at a one-night stand
But I still need love 'cause I'm just a man
These nights never seem to go to plan
I don't want you to leave, will you hold my hand?
{ both }
Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me
{ Me }
Why am I so emotional?
No it's not a good look, gain some self control
And deep down I know this never works
But you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt
{ both }
Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

We stop singing and i realize we've been staring into each other's eyes the whole time,
"okay. you gotta sing that at the show today" Amanda says
"but we were supposed to do a cover" i say looking at her
"i don't care. they have to hear this, you guys sound great together" she says smiling
"Amanda can sing with us if she wants" Jack J says.
"okay... i guess we're singing at the show today" i say smiling
"i guess we are" he says putting his arm around me
we all talked until we got there

"wait there's that many people interested in us?" i say looking at the huge crowd of people
"yup. get ready" Carter says laughing

okay. i'm not ready for this