Forever ~ A bullying story ~ s.m

~here we go again~(chapter 59)

SHORT CHAPTER, SORRY

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Shawn's P.O.V

I'm pretty sure Meredith hates my guts.

"Meredith please open the door" I say knocking on the door again, when she doesn't answer, I start to get worried.

"Meredith please don't do anything stupid" I say trying to turn the door handle. I bang on the door one more time and put my head in my hands. Then I remembered something

I have a key that opens her door in my dresser.

I run to my room and open the top drawer, pulling out the little key. I run back to her door and unlock it. I take a breath as I slowly open the door. I look around, but my eyes stop as soon as I see an unconscious Meredith laying on the ground

"fuck no this can't be happening" I mumble walking up to her. I can see her chest moving up and down slowly. My eyes glance down at her arms as I see blood soaking her sleeve.

"Meredith Wake up" I say gently shaking her. when she doesn't wake up, I take my phone out of my pocket and call 9-1-1.

I give them the address and tell them the situation. She says there's an ambulance on their way. Once I hang up. I gently pick up Meredith and carry her downstairs.

I sit on the couch with her on my lap.

"you can't die on me. I love you" a single tear running down my cheek. I hear the sirens outside. I slowly stand up with her still in my arms. I open the door and see 2 paramedics standing there with a stretcher. I watch as they put her on it and start to walk away.

"sir you need to come with us to the hospital, you can call people if you need to once were there but we need to go now. She's lost a lot of blood" one of the paramedics says, bringing me out of my thoughts.

"oh yeah sorry I'm coming" I make sure my phone is in my pocket, as I shut the door behind me.

Amanda's P.O.V

As soon as I saw the ambulance zoom past us and Nash get a phone call from Shawn, I knew something was wrong.

"Hello?... Shawn calm down tell me what happened" Nash answers the phone call as the car goes silent. I look in the rear-view mirror, watching his face go pale

"okay were on our way, stay calm" he says hanging up the phone.

"We need to get to the hospital right now, Meredith tried to commit suicide" he says. I gasp and slam on the break, cars still zooming past us

"Amanda, you can't just stop in the middle of the road, we have to go" Taylor puts a hand on my shoulder. I sigh and shrug it off

"someone get jack on the phone, tell him we have a little change in plans" I say doing a U-turn, following the ambulance to the hospital.

Shawn's P.O.V

"I'm sorry you can't go any farther than this, if we find something out, I'll come and tell you, can you go to the waiting room?" one of the nurse says, pointing to a door. I watch as they push Meredith through a door.

"okay I whisper turning around and going through the door she pointed me too, as soon as Amanda runs through the front door.

"Shawn what the hell happened" she runs up to me

"we go in an argument, and she ran upstairs, and locked her door, and by the time I was able to get the door opened, it was too late" I say barley over a whisper, by this time, the other guys have caught up to her.

"do they know if she'll be okay?" Matthew says, his voice cracking.

"they said that she lost a lot of blood but when they know something they tell us" I say sitting on one of the chairs.

Everyone sits around in the chairs and we wait, for what seems like forever, every time a nurse walks through the doors, everyone perks there head up. I start to think we're going to be here all night until the nurse who wheeled her into the room, comes through the door

"family and friends of Meredith Smith?"