Forever ~ A bullying story ~ s.m

~ new chapters ~ (chapter 63)

Shawn's P.O.V

I am beyond pissed at Carter. I don't know what made him say that but I swear he will never say something to her like that again

"don't you ever think about coming near her again" I say, holding Carter by his collar against the wall.

"Shawn stop, what are you doing" I hear behind me before a small hand grabs my arm. I glare at Carter one more time before I look at Meredith with puffy red eyes.

"come on, let's go" she says pulling me towards the stairs.

"Meredith I'm sorry" Carter says. I'm about to say something when Meredith shakes her head

"no, you aren't. you don't understand. None of you understand. I'm starting to feel like I did 4 years ago back in high school and I'm sorry for causing problems. And trust me. I'll be out of this house in a couple of days. I'll make sure not to cause any of you anymore problems" she says before turning and running up the stairs. I look at the guys to see them all with guilty looks on their faces before shaking my head and running up behind her

"you're not actually moving out, are you?" I ask her

"yeah, I am, I can't be in a place, I'm not wanted" she mumbles. I grab her hand. Making her stop.

"you are wanted here. I think if we all get a break from each other. It will be different" I say. she shakes her head and sighs.

"I don't think so this time Shawn. I think this group is over" she whispers. The tears starting to fall down her cheeks again. I pull her into my chest and sigh

"baby. You know whatever happens. I will always be here for you. so, will all the guys. Carter is just being an ass. Don't let him bring you down. You have never caused any of us any problems. You are the reason we all are the people we are today. And I am so grateful you are the person I'm able to fall in love with. Just please. If you decide to move out. Don't forget about me" I mumble running my fingers through her hair. She scoffs and looks up at me

"did you seriously think I was going to move out and not bring you and Amanda with me?" she smiles. I shrug and smirk down at her

"I mean, maybe" she raises an eye brow and nods

"unless you don't want to get a place with me" she mumbles looking down. I take my hand and put it under her chin, lifting her head up

"I'd love to move in with you, let me know when you want to go looking for a house. Or apartment, or whatever" I hear someone behind me. I quickly turn around to see its just Amanda and Nash.

"just wanted to check in, make sure everything is okay" Nash says. looking at Meredith, who was looking at the ground

"everything's fine" I say.

"Meredith... I'm sorry" Nash says making her shoot her head up

"what are you sorry about? You didn't do anything" she says.

"I...I'm sorry for what I did to you... I'm sorry if I'm making you feel like that again" he says.

"Nash. No, I'm sorry, I didn't mean for it to sound like that, I am so much happier then I was 4 years ago. I was just so...upset that it just came out. You have nothing to be sorry for" she smiles walking up to him giving him a hug. He hugs her back and she turns to Amanda before embracing her in a hug. I hear them whispering to each other so I walk over to Nash and pat him on the shoulder

"did Cameron say anything before he left?" I ask him

"no. me and him got in an argument last night. And I woke up this morning and went to apologize but he was gone. I have to find him. But I'm scared when I do, he won't want to hear anything I have to say" He mumbles.