Forever ~ A bullying story ~ s.m

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Meredith's P.O.V

"good morning princess" I hear Shawn say to me as I slowly open my eyes. I sit up on my hands and look around. As I remember the events that took place last night. I smile and look at Shawn to see he's already dressed.

"I woke up early and figured I'd go to the store and get stuff for breakfast, if you're up for it?" he smirks. I smile and bite my lip

"okay, let me put some clothes on" I mumble. Shoving the blankets off of me

"uh no I don't think so, your perfect just like that" he says looking me up and down

"dude. I don't have any pants on" I say looking down at my bare legs

"put this on and you'll be fine" he says throwing a sweatshirt at me, accidently hitting me in the face.

"Shawn really" I groan taking the sweatshirt off my face

"sorry baby" he chuckles.

"can I take a shower first? I feel kinda uh. Dirty" I scratch the back of my neck.

"of course, baby" he smiles. I take the sweatshirt and a clean pair of underwear and go to the bathroom. I turn on the water and undress. I get in the shower and do what I have to do. I'm about to get out when the door opens and someone walks in

"Shawn? What are you doing" I laugh as I peek my head out of the shower curtain to see Shawn taking off his clothes

"I need to take a shower to, so I figured. Why not save water while we're at it" he smirks at me as he gets into the shower.

"Shawn dude. You couldn't have waited until I got out" I laugh as he puts his hands on my waist

"I could have. But what's the fun in that" he says. kissing my lips

"as much as I would love to do this right now. I'm starving" I say pulling away, making him pout.

"fine. But afterwards. We're finishing this" he smirks. I chuckle and shake my head. I get out and let him do what he needs to do. I dry myself off and put my clothes on.

well Shawn's clothes.

I go out of the bathroom and sit on the bed and get on my phone to see a text from Amanda

A: we found an amazing house. I can't wait for you to see it. I hope you're having a great time. use protection

I chuckle and shake my head as I reply to her message.

"okay baby girl. You ready?" he says coming out of the bathroom, shirtless and only in grey sweatpants.

Let me tell you I almost choked on water I wasn't even drinking

"yes, lets go" I stutter standing up.

"come on, you're in charge of the wancakes" he says grabbing my hand, leading me into the kitchen

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"Shawn seriously. It's obviously all fake" I say as I turn the tv off.

After we ate, we laid on the couch and watched a whole season of pretty little liars.

"I know it is. But like. Imagine if that actually happened to someone" he says.

"I'm not sure. But it's like 7 and we haven't eaten since like 9 this morning. So, can we please cook something" I say leaning against his chest.

"I didn't exactly get anything for dinner" he mumbles scratching the back of his neck.

"well is there someone we could go?" I look up at him

"yeah there's this little restaurant about 10 minutes from here, want to go?" he says kissing my forehead.

"yeah just let me get dressed" I say standing up.

"go do that. the only person who's aloud to see you like this is me" he smirks.

"on second thought. Ima just go like this" I say going towards the front door

"uh no. I don't think so" he says running up to me and picking me up

"Shawn, it was a joke, put me down" I laugh. He walks to the room and sets me down

"you better get your pretty little ass in some pants right now" he says sitting on the bed. I roll my eyes and throw on some jeans and a shirt. I put on some light makeup while Shawn gets dressed. I admire his body through the mirror

"like what you see?" he says. I feel my face turning hot so I look down at my feet

"hey don't hide that face from me" he says grabbing my waist, pulling me to his chest.

"I don't understand what you see in me" I mumble. I feel his hand go under my chin and lift my face up so I'm looking at him

"when I look at you. I see the most beautiful girl ever. I see a girl with the best personality and the girl I want to spend the rest of my life with. Please stop thinking of yourself any less than perfect baby girl" he whispers. I feel the tears rolling down my cheeks so I put my face in his chest more.

"baby don't cry" he chuckles. He lifts my face and wipes my tears.

"I love you" I mumble.

"I love you more" he says kissing my forehead. I laugh and shake my head

"I seriously doubt that" I say. he lets go of me so I can walk over to the mirror and fix my makeup.

"come on" he groans. I roll my eyes and turn to face him.

"will you stop rushing me" I smile. He grabs my hand and leads me towards the front door.

"you said you were starving so let's go" he taps my ass. Making me glare up at him. He smirks and closes the door behind us. we get in the car and Sawn starts driving to the little restaurant.

"would you ever want to marry me?" I say out of nowhere. He slams on the breaks, making me fly forwards. Luckily, I had my seatbelt on (safety first kids)

"w..what?" he says. I look out the window and shrug

"It was just a thought" I mumble.

"no baby it wasn't just a thought, what made that come to your mind" he says rubbing his hand along my thigh.

"I was just thinking about the future. I mean do you really want to live with Amanda and them for the rest of our lives?" I look at him.

"of course not. But I didn't think marriage was something that would be on your mind right now" he says.

"is that your way of saying that you don't want to marry me? in the future?" I look down at my lap

"no baby that's not what I'm saying at all. It's just that, your only about to turn 21, Of course I want to marry you in the future. But right now? I don't think it's the best idea" he says. I bite my lip and nod.

I knew where he was coming from. I defiantly wasn't in the right mind set to be getting married right now.

"I love you. you know that right" he says grabbing my hand.

"I know. I love you too" I smile at him. He brings my hand up to his lips and leaves a gentle kiss right on the back of it.

"alright. then let's go get something to eat" he says starting the car back up and finishing the drive to the little diner.