Forever ~ A bullying story ~ s.m

~I love you~ (chapter 60)

Shawn's P.O.V

"uh that's us" Nash says as we all stand up.

"okay well. Mrs. Smith is going to be just fine. We were able to get her the help she needed in just enough time, if you would have called us any later, things could have been horribly different, she is aloud visitors at this time, but please limit it to only 2 at a time. she's still needs to rest, so we need to keep her overnight, she will be releases tomorrow morning" the nurse smiles.

I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding in

"thank god" Amanda lets out a shaky breath

"Shawn, do you want to see her?" Nash asks coming up behind me

"no, you guys go ahead. She probably doesn't want to see me..." I mumble sitting back down.

"uh, you guys go, I need to talk to Shawn real quick" Amanda says. I raise an eye brow at her. as all the guys walk towards the door.

"I know you're not in love with Katelyn." She says as she sits down. I look at her and shake my head

"your right. but the girl I am in love with, hates my guts and is sitting in a hospital bed because of me" I say. my voice cracking

"why do you say that" she leans back

"Amanda. The way she looked at me. I could see the brokenness and hatred in her eyes. I completely broke her. I left her and I promised her I wouldn't do that. and I broke that promise" I put my head in my hands.

"Shawn, I don't think you understand the fact that she's so madly in love with you. it scares me. yes, she's probably still pissed that you left. But you were following your dream. And she'll understand that" she smiles at me.

"thank you. you are an amazing friend" I say as the guys walk out.

"she was sleeping. So, we figured it would be better if someone stayed with her and the rest of us just see her tomorrow" Cameron says. I look at Amanda to see she's already smirking at me.

"shawns going to stay" she says

"wait what" I look at her.

"you are going to be staying with Meredith tonight, I'll be back in the morning to bring clothes and shit for her to change into. Adios Amigo" she says. and with that, they all walk out the door. not saying another word.

Amanda's P.O.V

"what was that about?" Nash says coming up next to me

"Shawn and Meredith have a lot to talk about is all I'm going to say" I smirk.

Meredith's P.O.V

You know that feeling when you wake up from a really good nap. And you have no idea where you are at first. But when you realize you are in your bed or on the couch or wherever the hell you take naps at, you get that relaxed feeling?

I wish I could say that happened for me. but I knew exactly where I was without having to open my eyes. I was able to tell I was sitting in a hospital room just by the smell.

I also knew someone else was sitting in the room just by the feeling of being watched

Once I finally get the courage to open my eyes to see who was staring me down. I immediately wish I didn't.

There was Shawn with red puffy eyes staring at my bandaged wrists. I slightly move, making him look up at me.

"hey you're awake" he says his voice cracking. I slightly smile and nod

"yeah I guess I am" I gently sit up. he moves his chair closer to where has sitting next to me.

"I know imp probably the last person you want to talk to, and this probably is the last thing you want to hear, but are you alright?" he whispers. I purse my lips and nod

"there honestly isn't anybody I'd rather want to be with" I say barley over a whisper. he smiles and nods

"well good, because you're going to be dealing with me all night" he smirks. I groan and roll my eyes.

"I guess that's fine" I bite my lip. He gasps and puts a hand over his heart.

"I mean I can leave" he smirks and goes to stand up.

"NO" I kind of yell at him and grab his hand. He looks down at our hands and smiles.

"don't worry, I'm not leaving" he squeezes my hand.

"good, now, let's watch something" I scoot over and pat the bed. he lays next to me and hands me the remote. I turn on the TV until I find Criminal Minds

"Yes, my fucking show" I set down the remote. He wraps his arm around me and smiles down at me

"I missed this, and you" he whispers. I bite my lip and lay my head on his shoulder.

"I missed you too, more then you ever know" I whisper back. He takes his hand and lifts my chin up.

"I love you"

and that being said. The space in between us disappeared.