Forever ~ A bullying story ~ s.m

~Hospitals~ (chapter 27)

Meredith's POV

my head jolted towards the window, shattering every piece of glass there was. after my head hits the window, my body flung up to the roof of the car, sending sharp pains throughout my spine and neck. fuck...is this it?  no. its not. my head swung back against the seat i was originally sitting in, causing me too hit my head against Nash's. i could feel the car rolling... 1...2... complete circles. what was worst about my location in the limo was that i could physically feel the car hit me from the outside. as if it was positioned right behind me.  i felt glass and metal stab me in the back causing blood to trickle down, soaking my clothes and god...did it hurt. it wasn't that burning feeling once you get a paper cut or something, or when you accidentally cut your finger while making dinner. this was different. this was real... the air gets knocked straight out of you. your heads throbbing, aching for a bag of ice. you feel as if you are fixing to die, because you have no idea how this ends. but the worst part about it, is seeing everyone around you experiencing less pain than you. why? because the car hit my side of the limo. running straight into my seat from the outside...

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Amanda's P.O.V.

Car crashes...

there worst then anything you can name..

and there even worse when your Best friend is in a coma because of it. That moment.. the exact moment when the crash happened... Meredith flew from her seat to the window. hitting the window; shattering it. i don't know what happened after that... all i know is that i woke up. sitting in a hospital bed with the guys around me. 

"what the hell happened" i say rubbing my head

"be careful.. you might hurt yourself" Taylor says grabbing my hand

"wheres Meredith" I look around. before anyone could answer a doctor comes walking in

"ah good you're awake. So there wasn't any life threatening damages but a couple scratches and bruises. you're fine to go home just take it easy" the doctor says and leaves. i sit up slowly and look around

"will someone please tell me where Meredith is" i beg

"We don't know anything yet.. were on the same page as you are" Carter says rubbing his head. we all walk out slowly to the waiting room where we waited for hours for information on Meredith.

"family of Meredith Smith?" A doctor says coming out of the doors. we all stand up and he walks over to us with sympathy in his eyes 

"so.. when the Truck hit your vehicle. it hit right where Meredith was sitting.. she flew and broke a windshield. that broke a couple of ribs.. She is in a coma.. and we are not sure when she'll wake up" He says looking at his clipboard. i gasp and fall to the ground. why... why Meredith.. my best friend.

"i'm sorry but you guys can see her two at a time" The doctor says walking away. The guys let me go by myself. i walk slowly to her room and step inside... there she was. tons of wires are connecting her to different machines. i walk up and sit next to her grabbing her hand

"hey mere-bear" i start 

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Meredith's P.O.V

i can see myself laying there.. i can hear and see people but for they can't hear me..i'm currently watching Amanda break down in front of me. i try to comfort her but nothing works. 

"i have to let everyone else see you now... bye Meredith.. hurry up and come out of this thing" She whispers. i see her walk out and a couple of minutes later. Jack and Jack come in. they don't say anything but they kiss my forehead and walk back outside.. thats how every is.. until last. When Shawn comes in. He looks defeated. almost dead like.. 

"oh god" He whispers before breaking down.. i just want to hold his hand and comfort him but he doesn't feel me.. 

"please don't leave me.. i need you in my life. i love you" he says grabbing my hand. he stays silent. for a long time. until Nash comes in 

"Shawn we have to go.. Visiting hours are over" he whispers touching Shawn's shoulder. Shawn nods looking at me one more time before he walks out the doorway..  i lean against the wall and slowly slide down..

sometimes. it would be easier to be dead.....