Forever ~ A bullying story ~ s.m

~Over?~ (chapter 24)

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"So i saw you and Amanda almost get hit by a car earlier. what was that about" Matthew says to me. I look at Amanda and she looks at me.

"WAIT WHAT" Taylor and Shawn scream at the same time

uh oh. 

"Uhm, well you see what had happened was.." Amanda starts. 

"no save the excused. you almost got hit by a car. and didn't tell me?" Shawn says looking at me

"Shawn. I can explain" I say looking at Amanda

"No. don't look at her. look at me. were you even going to tell me?" He says hurt in his eyes

I glance around the table and see everyone looking at us. I stay quiet and look down.

"wow. Alright" He says standing up. I can't say anything but look at him walk away. Cameron chases after him and I can hear them whispering. Cameron nods his head and Shawn walks out the door. Cameron slowly walks back to the table and sits down

"He just needs time.. his gonna text me when he's ready and I'll go and get him" Cameron says fidgeting his fingers. I start to tear up and look down. Matthew scoots next to me and whispers in my ear

"I'm sorry Meredith. I didn't know" he says side hugging me. I hug him back and put my head in his chest

"its okay Matthew. I know you didn't know" I whisper and close my eyes. I let everyone finish eating and I give the rest of my food to Nash because that boy is ALWAYS hungry. once everyone is done we walk back to the hotel and to our rooms.

"hey Meredith. don't worry about it, he'll be back and you guys will be better then ever. just keep your head up" Matthew says pulling me into him. 

"thank you. i appreciate it" we stay like that for awhile until he lets go. he slightly smiles and walks into his room. i smile back and walk to mine. i go inside and see that Amanda is in the shower and Taylor is gone. probably with the other guys. 

this is my chance

i hurry over to my suitcase and grab the only clothes that are missing out of there. i go into the bathroom very quietly so Amanda doesn't notice, i grab my stuff out of there and stuff them into my suitcase. i pick it up  and look around. i notice a notebook on the counter. i walk over to it and decide to write everyone a note 

~I'm sorry for leaving so suddenly.. i just don't want to be somewhere that i'm not wanted. Tell Shawn i'm sorry for not telling him and i'll see you guys when y'all get back. I love you all... Love Meredith~ 

I finish writing it and put it on Amanda's pillow. i roll my suitcase out the door and walk down the stairs. i call for a Uber and stand outside. After awhile i slide down to the ground and put my head in my hands. i hear footsteps but ignore them. i really don't want to deal with any fans right now.

"baby" i hear someone say with their voice cracking. my head shoots up to see Shawn with a card in his hand and flowers. I quickly stand up and take a step back

"are you.. are you trying to leave?" he says walking up to me. i look down at my feet and nod slightly. 

"Baby girl.. why" He says grabbing my wrist pulling me closer. 

"you.. you hate me" I say my voice cracking. he doesn't say anything but wraps his arms around me 

"i could never. ever hate you.. baby you mean the world to me. i was just upset because if something were to happen to you. i couldn't live with myself. i'm not letting you get hurt.. not again" He whispers into my ear. i start to cry and lean on him

"Please please forgive me" he says running his fingers through my hair. i look up at him and kiss his lips. He smiles and pulls back

"i'm taking that as a yes. now c'mon. lets go back upstairs. i got you a present." He smirks. he grabs my suitcase. and we walk through the lobby and to the stairs. we go to the room and open the door. i look up and see everyone in a circle and the note i wrote in the middle of them. They all look at us and Matthew shoots up and runs over to me.

"Meredith please don't ever leave us" he says wrapping his arms around my waist. i hug him back and put my head in the crook of his neck

"i promise i wont. i love you idiots too much to leave" I say loud enough for everyone to hear. i hear some chuckles and i let go of Matt. i look around at everyone and smile. 

"Sorry. for scaring you guys.." i say scratching the back of my neck. 

"I'm about to kick your ass" Amanda says standing up. i look at her and smile. she slightly smiles back before running up to me and embracing me in a hug. 

"i got something for Meredith. but i guess its for all of you" Shawn says handing me a envelope. I smile at him and open it. i look at the card and see something written in Shawn's hand writing 

~Sorry for being a douche.. Heres something to make it up to you~ 

i look into the envelope and see 11 tickets to a Post Malone concert. i look at him. back at the tickets. and then back at him and smile

"are you serious?" i say grabbing the tickets

"what... are you saying you don't like them" he says looking hurt

"no babe, i love them. why did you do this? this had to be expensive" i say hugging him

"i felt really bad and i thought this could be something we all could do together so why not" he says kissing my forehead

"your telling me. i get to go and seE MY HUSBAND IN PERSON" Amanda screams. we all look at her and Taylor looks offended. 

"i um. i mean. Taylor don't look at me like that. you know i was kiddingg" Amanda says sitting down next to him

"whatever" He says laughing pulling her into his lap

"OKAY WELL the show is tomorrow. go to bed all of you" I say. all i wanted to do is lay in bed with Shawn

"touche" Carter says as he walks out the door. they follow him and i close the door and turn around. i see Shawn sitting on his bed. i smile and walk over to it. i lay down next to him and cuddle into his chest 

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"hey baby" he whispers smirking. 

"whats the smirk for" I say laughing. he doesn't say anything but smashes his lips into mine. he leans onto my body, Before the kiss gets more wild i pull away

"Taylor and Amanda are just over there sleeping. we cant do this here" I whisper 

"guess you'll just have to be quiet then" he whispers back leaning closer and grabbing my waist. I groan as he kisses my neck.

"shhh babygirl you'll wake them up" I can feel him smirk against my neck 

"you're a je-jerk" I stutter leaning my head back. I run my hands through his hair as he gently sucks on neck

great. theres a hickey I have to figure out how to hide that..

All of the sudden he stops and leans back. he smirks at me and looks at my neck. 

"have fun hiding that" He says grabbing the blanket and pulling It over us. I groan and turn away from him 

"thank you Shawn. for the wonderful present" I say laughing

"anytime baby girl" he says pulling me closer to him. 

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"goodnight I love you" I whisper. When I don't hear anything back I assume he's sleeping. 

I smile and close my eyes. drifting to sleep.