Forever ~ A bullying story ~ s.m

~Trains~ (chapter 64)

Meredith's P.O.V

"Cameron, dude please pick up" I mumble, calling Cameron for the 7th time. when he doesn't answer, I throw my phone down.

"fuck" I yell. Running my fingers through my hair.

"Meredith calm down" Shawn says.

"I can't Shawn, he's like one of my best friends, I've known him for as long as I can remember. Longer then I knew any of the rest of you. this isn't like him, to just leave like this" I mumble.

"we all need to calm down and think. Where would he be? We already checked at his house and he's not there. Could he be at a park?" Amanda asks.

"no, I don't think so. He hates parks, he thinks they are boring" Nash says. I groan and put my head on the steering wheel.

"could he be getting food somewhere, or at a Starbucks?" Shawn says. I perk my head up and look at Nash

"could he be at chick-fil-a? He loves that place?" he shrugs. I put the car in drive and start driving to the chick-fil-a

"Meredith, I know we need to find him, but if your speeding you're going to end up getting pulled over" Shawn says putting a hand on my thigh

"Shawn, I don't care. Something isn't right about this at all" I mumble, I hear my phone start ringing next to me. I look at the caller ID to see its Cameron, I answer it.

"hello?" I hear his voice crack.

"oh my god, Cameron, what happened, where are you?" I ask him, looking at the others.

"Meredith. I can't do this anymore. I can't keep on pretending like I'm happy" he says. I feel the color drain from my skin.

"Cameron, don't do this. Tell me where you are. I'm on my way right now." I say putting him on speaker so I can drive.

"I can't live anymore. I can't live knowing everyone hates me, I'm not okay Meredith. I'm not happy here" he mumbles

"Cameron. No one hates you. just please tell me where you are. I'm with Nash, Shawn and Amanda. Please were on our way. Please don't leave me" I feel the tears starting to fall down my cheeks.

"Nash hates me, Amanda hates me, Shawn hates me, I pretty sure you hate me" I look at the others

"Cameron no one hates you. please just. Don't do this" Nash says leaning up into the front seat.

"no. I need to do this. Everyone hates me. its already too late. I know one will be coming soon. Bye guys. I love each and every one of you" he says before the phone goes click. The car stays quiet.

"Nash. Please tell me you know where he's at" Shawn says.

"I...I... I don't know guys. This isn't him" he says. I can tell he's on the verge of tears.

"if he isn't at his parent's house were else would he be to kill himself. There aren't a lot of places where you can do it without being noticed" Shawn mumbles.

"wait. He said he knows one will be coming soon. Nash, you're his best friend. Think. What is he talking about" Amanda says.

"the train tracks. Me and him used to go there all the time and watch the trains pass. Could that be where he is?" Shawn says.

"it's worth a shot" I say turning down the road where the train tracks are.

"wait look right there" Amanda says pointing. I look at the direction she's point at to see a tall figure walking along the tracks. I slam on the breaks and jump out of the car, the others following me. I run to the fence and shake it. I look in the distance and see a train coming on the same track, Cameron was standing on.

"Cameron please don't do this" I scream at him. He stops and looks at the train, which was getting closer and closer.

"I'm sorry" he yells back.

"what do we do" Amanda yells. I rub my head and look around.

"shit" I mumble, while the others are screaming at him to get away. I step back from the fence and look. I see an opening in it, big enough for me to fit through. I look back at Cameron and then at the others. Who was still shaking the fence. I run to the opening and squeeze through it. I look back at the others. I start running towards Cameron. The train looking like it gets faster the closer it gets.

"Meredith what are you doing" I hear Shawn yell. Ignoring him, I start to run faster. Trying to get to Cameron before the train does.

The next thing I know is that I push Cameron out of the way, and everything goes black.