Forever ~ A bullying story ~ s.m

~Home~ (chapter 29)

A house?? am i ready to move out of my moms place and live with these people ? i mean i love them all to death but there a little crazy ...
"Meredith?? what do you think?" I hear someone say, i look around and see hopeful eyes staring holes through me
"i love that idea" I fake a smile. they all smile back.
"we had to cancel the rest of the tour. because of the situation" Cameron says nervously. i slowly nod my head.
"oh" i say looking down. i feel so bad.. why didn't they continue the tour without me ..
"what's going on in that mind of yours" Nash says handing me my phone. that surprisingly wasn't destroyed
"nothing. i just wish you guys would have continued the tour without me.. i feel bad for the fans we weren't able to see" i say fidgeting with my hands..
"we weren't just going to go on tour knowing
you were hurt . that's something we couldn't do. none of us were in the right position to meet any fans anyways" Shawn says gently pulling me closer to him. i nod and look at my phone. i see my notifications blowing up with pictures of me. the captions saying stuff along the lines of
get better soon Alexandrea, we miss you! #getbetteralexandrea
i smile at the pictures and lock my phone. i look around at the guys and smirk
"i want to do something" i say
"like?" Amanda says confused. i don't say anything but grab her arm and my wallet that i see sitting on the counter. i pull her outside and down the hallway
"where are we going" she asks following me down the stairs
"we're going to the store. and we're getting a bunch of silly string" I smirk as we walk through the lobby. she doesn't say anything but smirks back and nods
"you. are. clever" she says as we walk to the dollar store that's next to the hotel. i grab 20 cans and she grabs another 20 cans. we walk up to the lady and she laughs
"got something devious in mind girls?" she says scanning the cans.
"very" i laugh. She finsishes scanning them and i pay. we grab the bags and walk over to the hotel, up the stairs and to the rooms.
"alright you ready" i say smirking. grabbing one of the cans and shaking it
"always" she says grabbing another one. i count to three and we barge in
"AH HA" i scream squirting silly string all over the confused guys. 

"HEY. NO FAIR" Shawn screams grabbing the bag from my hand and grabbing a can, then throwing the rest to the guys behind him. I laugh as I squirt string in Nash's hair. He looks offended then does the same to me

"ow my eye" I yell falling to the ground holding my eye.

"oh my god Meredith are you okay" Nash says as him and Shawn Neal down next to me. 

"I think so" I laugh grabbing there cans and squirting string at them. they fall backwards laughing

"clever" I hear Nash say. 

after awhile all the string is gone. we just sit on the couch and the floor and watch Netflix. 

"Hey Meredith will you help me in the other room?" Shawn whispers to me. I nod and stand up. we walk over to the other room and I close the door

"what did you need help with" I say turning around. He smiles at me and grabs my hands and pulls me into his chest

"I just missed you so much" He says kissing my forehead. I smile. wrapping my arms around him.

"it should have been me.. you didn't deserve that" I hear him say barely over a whisper. I look up at him and glare

"Shawn Peter Raul Mendes. don't you dare ever say that. You are stronger then anyone I ever know. if it was switched and I saw you laying in that bed..  I wouldn't be able to live. baby. I know you visited me everyday. and that had to be hard for you.. but you kept hope.. and because of that hope.. I'm here. please.. don't think that.. because you saved my life.." I say tearing up 

"I love you baby girl.. but how did you know I visited you everyday?" he asks looking down at me

"I don't know. it was weird.. it was like I could see and hear you but I couldn't talk to you and you couldn't see me.. I don't think you understand how frustrating it was to not be able to talk to you" I say looking into his eyes. He smiles and looks down at my lips then back up to my eyes. I inch closer and closer to his lips before the space in between us disappears. Our lips move In sync. he gently pushes me against the wall, I can feel his icy cold hands rubbing the small of my back. up and down. The kiss grows more intense as he puts his hands on my thighs lifting me up to his height. I wrap my legs around his torso and I run my fingers through his fluffy hair. Before the kiss could go farther. he pulls away and looks me in the eyes, breathing heavily

"that was fun. but the doctors said to take it easy for a couple of weeks" He winks at me and sets me down. I pout and look at him

"jerk" I mumble. he smiles and kisses my forehead. 

"lets go back. there probably wondering what happened to us" He says opening the door. I follow him to the room where the other are in. He opens the door and we walk inside

"Bart said we had to clean this up before we can leave because he doesn't want anything extra added to his Credit Card. and we leave in two hours" Nash says picking up a pile of silly string and putting it in a trash bag.

"alright" I say. We all start cleaning and with all the procrastinatiing it took us a total of a hour. 

"okay. everyone grab your stuff. Were gonna take two cabs. just because I'm terrified to get back in a limo. just. yeah okay" Cameron says laughing. we all go downstairs and split up in two cabs. we put all our stuff in the trunk and get in. we drive to the airport and Shawn holds my hand the hold time. We go inside and go through security, we then go to the gate and by that time there are already boarding. we give the lady our tickets and go to our seats. I'm seating in between Cameron and Nash.. oh god. 

this is gonna be a long flight. 

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