Keeping Up

'Blind'

Justin's POV

Two days.

Two fucking days since I got in a fight with Fredo. Two days since Selena yelled at me for fighting with Fredo. Two days of Kendall hating my guts.

Two mother fucking months of me being miserable.

Let me tell you what happened after Selena and Demi stopped me and Fredo's fight.

Selena got very pissed at me and was about to leave until I tried to apalogize.

She slapped me. Yeah. Literally. Slapped. S-l-a-p-p-e-d.

It wasn't surprising for me, judging the way I've been acting. Anyways, Kendall gave me glares as Selena and Demi walked out the house. I tried apologizing to her too but obviously it wasn't working. Me and Fredo made up and I haven't seen my family since.

Well, two days.

Have I really been blind to reality?

I'm now beginning to think that my life is falling apart. I've made so many mistakes in my life and I don't know why or what's wrong with me. Why am I such an idiot for ruining my family? They all hate me. So much people are hating me and I don't want to go through the depression phase again.

Carmen? Let me tell you one thing about Carmen. That stupid bitch I actually thought was my friend betrayed me. I realized how much she's hurt my family and I broke contact with her. I regret every single moment I spent with her. What I regret the most is kissing her. The only girl I want to be with is Selena.

Obviously I ruined my chance.

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Selena's POV

"Why can't you both just forgive each other. Well, why can't you just forgive him?" Demi asked. I put my hand down and leaned my head on it.

"Because if I forgive him, he'll keep making really bad mistakes and I don't want to live in a world like that." I sighed.

"But Selena, your making more drama for yourself. Now Kendall's mad at her own dad and Mason probably will soon be too." Demi said. I took in we words and started thinking.

Why is life so complicated?

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Justin's POV

I put aside my thoughts and I realized something I haven't done in a while.

I haven't seen my mom. She probably always waits for a call from me but I've been so distracted and now I feel horrible.

Getting in my car, I drove to my moms house and excitedly waited to get there.

*

"Justin? Oh my god!" My mom shouted and hugged me. I hugged my mom back tightly.

"Hi mommy." I smiled and she chuckled as she let me inside and we sat in the kitchen.

"Why haven't you called? I've been worried about you." My mom said.

"I've been dealing with family issues." I sighed and her face expression changed as she sat across from me.

"I heard you and Selena got a divorce. Is it true?" My mom asked and I nodded.

"Yeah mom. I messed up really bad and she doesn't want to speak to me." I looked down.

"Oh Justin. I've taught you better than that. How about Kendall and Mason? Are they okay?" My mom asked.