Request: Heeeeyyy.... I'm back....🤣🤣 And I'd like to request an angst/fluff/slight smut/sad drabble with GOT7's jb, where his s/o is really sick, and doesn't have much time left and she doesn't tell him about the sickness but he somehow manages to find out.... Thankkkkk uuuuuuuu ❤️❤️
Note to my future self, when you're trying to keep a secret from the boyfriend you live with, don't leave your folder of paperwork out where he can find it. That's how you end up in situations like these. I guess I could have just told him, but is there ever an easy way to tell your boyfriend that you were dying? I know that it would have been fairer to tell him the truth and suffer from his worry, but I just... didn't want anything to change.
So, I hid my secret and went to doctor for treatments while he was one tour. You just tried to be as normal as possible while he was home. It was getting harder and harder to hide it though. He was noticing the changes and he was constantly worried about you. The treatments weren't working though and my time was getting closer and closer to running out. Some small part of you was terrified of him leaving if he found out the truth. Or worse, that he would stay and run the risk of losing everything when my time runs out. That wasn't really an option anymore though, because he had discovered my secret. Not only that, but he had found a letter from my doctor practically begging me to complete my treatment since I always cut them off when he's not home.
"Were you planning to tell me? Did you think I wouldn't want to know?" I've never seen Jaebum as angry as he is right now. It was disconcerting, honestly.
"I just... I didn't know how to tell you. I just wanted to be... myself with you. I can't do that if I'm sick," My voice is soft as my words hang in the air between us.
"You being sick wouldn't have changed anything between us. You have been getting treated, right?" His tone is more unsure then it was before, more... scared.
"I... do you really want me to answer that?" I feel like I've betrayed him somehow, even though I know I haven't," The treatments aren't working anyway."
"So you're just going to give up!?" Jaebum's angry is evident once again before he realizes what he's doing and quiets down, taking my hand," I just don't want you to give up."
"But, what good is treatment going to do me at this stage? They're not even sure that it's going to work," I hate to admit that I had given up but what else was I supposed to do?
"But, at least we can say we tried, right? I want a chance to have the life with you that I want. A family even," He pins me to our bed and rests himself on top of me, supporting all of his weight on his arms," Do you seriously want to give up without even trying?"
"No," My voice is muffled and I can't help but feel shy when he looks at me like that.
"Good," Then he's kissing me. Not a fierce kiss, but a gentle and loving one. A promise almost, like he's not going anywhere. He wants us to have a chance to live the life he pictured. I shouldn't have been so quick to give up and believe the worst. I have to try my hardest," Now, we're taking you to the doctor tomorrow and you're starting your treatments again. Whenever you feel like giving up, remember that I don't want you to give up."
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Got7 Reactions, Scenarios, Texts, and Smuts
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