Always Been You

Thirty seven

Spell

Spending three days with him so far is like a medicine to my aching heart.  He took care of me like a fragile one.  Asikasong asikaso niya ako, hindi ko maiwasan na makaramdam ng alam mo yun... awkward?  He is so carefree to show how he adores me.  Gaano man siya pinagtitinginan ng mga kababaehan pero sa akin nakatuon ang buong atensyon niya.

Who wouldn't be?  He is a celebrity after all.  He's been performing worldwide.  His charm and overflowing love from their fans made him into modelling offers.  No wonder even hospital Personnel went gaga over him as they saw him on billboard, spreadsheets and magazines.  That is how famous he is now.

His physique speaks for himself.  His good looks and well built body na nging susi niya sa lalo malawak na buhay celebrity niya.  His oozing sex appeal is hard to ignore.  Those are the reasons why he is an eye catcher whenever he goes.

I felt defeated watching my cellulars betrayed me.  I know I should have kept distance from him but the minute parts of my body just succumb to his charms.  And that only pisses me off.  Gaano ko man na pakaiwasan siya, sa huli ay lagi na lang akong bigo.  Ipinagkanulo ako ng sarili kong katawan mismo.

I was getting so mad nung dumating kami ng hotel matapos namin mananghalian sa isang restaurant pagkarating namin ng Athens.  Sukat ko bang akalain na sa iisang suite kami manunuluyan?

"I'm sorry madame, there is only one room available for both of you." pag esplika pa ng nasa reception desk habang tsinetsek ang computer data nila for some rooms.  Nakalagay daw kasi sa data base nila na isang kwarto lang ang on reserved under Dr. Paolo Matthew Sandoval.

Taas kilay ko siyang tiningnan.  "Don't you know that the two of us needed to get two separate rooms?  I don't care how much does it cost for you to do that.  I just need to get my own.room.alone!"  call me bitch but I am beyond mad right now.  Nanginginig na ako sa sobrang inis.

Kapansin pansin ang pagiging balisa ng receptionist sa inasta ko.  Hell, I can pay for it!  I don't give a damn how much would it cost.  But I need a fucking own room.

"Madame my apology,  There is no vacant room anymore for you to have.  They are still occupied by our guests and up to now, we still have not received any notifications of any checking out.  I am afraid they are still up to few more days of stay.  I'm so sorry."  she looked so apologetic that I don't have a gut to argue with her any further.

"Kasalanan mo 'to eh."  nakangusong sabi ko.  Napahalukipkip ako sa sobrang inis talaga.  Ito naman si magaling na lalaki ay todo lambing sa akin.

"Reese, c'mon let's just go to our room." malambing na bulong niya sa akin habang yakap ako mula sa likuran.  Panay iwas naman  niya sa pagsiko ko sa kanya.  "Miss, we're fine with that.  Just a little misunderstanding." kindat nito sa babae sabay kuha ng keycard.  Pinandilatan ko siya ng mata.  Ako pa nag pinagmukhang niyang overacting dito.  The nerve of this monster, ugh!

Patay malisya lanag ito sa paghila sa akin na para bang walang nangyaring commotion kanina lang.   Padabog naman akong sumunod sa kanya.  I really,really hate you Sandoval!

I couldn't imagine myself lying next to him on the same bed for two nights now.  But I appreciate how he kept his self in control not to go beyond kissing.  Yeah, we kissed and it is the most intimate moment we could get from each other.  I admit, I missed him so much.  The way his lips move against mine.  He really has the full power of self-control.  That makes me admire him no matter how I hated the idea.  

I held a tight grip on the railing of the balcony of our hotel room.  It was a presidential suite, I would just love to stay all day long.  It was provided with a coffee table, big flat-screen television, jacuzzi with a spacious bathroom, fridge full of fruits and drinks, a mini bar, and a king size soft bed. 

I was engulf with my own thoughts when a strong arms snaked on waist.  "There you are."  His deep voice awakens my senses. Oh God!  Napapikit ako sa sobrang kabog ngh dibdib ko.  His scent filled my nostrils.  It overpowers my sanity.  He kissed temple and sniffed on my head. Kusa akong napasandal sa makisig niyang katawan. It should not be this way.  But what can I do?  I am under his spell.