Always Been You

Fourteen

Shiver

In as much as I wanted to get away from here ay hindi ko magawa.  Gaano ko man kagusto, para bang nakadikit ang buo kong katawan sa upuan.  Naisip ko na lang na baka di na mangyari ang ganitong pagkakataon na siya ay aking masilayan.  Pagkakataon ko na ito na sulitin ang mga panahong nasa harapan ko siya.  The petition of Tita Mariole just arrived at my scholarship in US has been granted. 

Ewan ko ba, pakiramdam ko ay hinaharanahan niya ako sa buong konsyerto nila.

Narinig ko na naman ay boses niyang humhaplos sa puso ko.  I hope you enjoyed guys!  It's been fun hanging with you here in Davao.  Keep still as we give to you our final song.  

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention do you
I know you don't listen to me
'Cause you say you see straight through me, don't you?

But on and on, from the moment I wake
'Til the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side
Just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line
Just to see if you care 

Nakatitig siya sa akin habang kinakanta niya ito.  What is he trying to prove here?  Na possible pang maging kami ulit?

Don't you shiver
Shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you

So you know how much I need you
But you never even see me do you?
And is this my final chance of getting you?  

If you only knew, that is what I've been longing for.  Nabuhayan ako ng pag-asa dahil doon.  Baka this is the right time to make amends kasi para ko na rin pinapahirapan ang sarili ko.  Mahal ko naman yung tao,  better accept him back into my life.  Why make things difficult for me?

So you know how much I need you
But you never even see me do you?
And is this my final chance of getting you?

But on and on, from the moment I wake
'Til the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side
Just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line
Just to see if you care

I think I need him more than he needs me.  Ayoko ng mabuhay na puno ng what ifs sa buhay.  

If you care

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention
And you know how much I need you
But you never even see me 

Thank you so much for your presence.  You just don't know how you made our night.  Masaya kami na kayo ay nasisiyahan sa kung ano mang naibigay sa inyo ngayong gabi.  You just rock guys!!!

He cleared his throat.  "Thank you for coming tonight baby." his last words habang nakatingin sa akin before the lights on stage went off.  I don't know if he is referring it to me with what he just said.

It took me for awhile bago makabawi sa pagkatulala.  "You want to go and approach him?  Sasamahan kita."  Ganoon ba ako kahalata?  Nakakahiya talaga.  Tumango lang ako at nagsimula ng maglakad papuntang backstage.  It's now or never...