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saved; for now

you made me feel alive that night
crying in the white washed light
tiny sounds uttering from my lips
as you shook your head soundlessly
"you can't do this, you're not ready."

at the ripe age of sixteen i believed you
at the ripe age of sixteen i loved you

"i've lost so many, you and i are here for each other, you have so much going for you."
after awhile my eyes were still dripping
but my heart was filling over and over
and spilling, spilling right into you

you made me feel alive
in a freezing town
standing with my body shaking
against the clouds

you started to cry, silently
closing your beautiful dark eyes
"we hardly know each other
but i feel like there's no one else
i trust more."

1.17.18
3:00 pm

a/n: get you a friend like him. he made me second guess everything that night.