NO SIGNAL FOUND [RE-WRITING]

almost

internal cold caught feelings now what do i do throwing diamonds in your eyes just to see bright rings light up and sparkle at night a single glitch in the sky holding me in the palm of your hand only to choke me then let go, release me into a cave i've grown to call home and fill my lungs with burning smoke swallow my words and start to choke so i cough cough cough it up right into the pavement dare to whisper behind the scenes killer blunt force trauma from your rough kiss

wanted sea green but all that comes to mind is the way you drop from my hands like honey let me go long enough to think i'm free out in the open they say take her dead or alive high and mighty easy easy breezy with that predatory gaze almost as if you expect me to roll right over as eyes meet across the distance overweening and prowling you never bothered to hide your smirk from my eyes

look alive while you're absolutely dead inside entice and ignite the one thing that tears me apart is the feeling of disregard all we do is look away it's like making eye contact is a sin all this holy water sears my skin baby together we're bad electric youth exotic edge i said you're eccentric ricky but you're not a perfect person said you'll keep it safe and give it back when it's fixed can't fix what was never broken

12.11

i know this doesn't make any sense and it's supposed to be written like that. it's not even poetry it's a jumbled mess