NO SIGNAL FOUND [RE-WRITING]

an inanimate object and me

shoot me in the back of the head i dare you to pour out the thoughts when you're done

i'm like a clock
anxious to get to the next hour
before time runs out

tick tick ticking
with my fingers on the dot
push the seconds to go by faster

faster please
i can't stay here any longer
tell me when the arrows point at the perfect spot

and i'll be gone i promise
i'll leave this place
this planet

i don't want to be alive anymore
yet i fight
i fight for the waves love and hate create

my heart is thump thump thumping
and i want to stop it, stop it
before the clock strikes 0:00

and i can't do this anymore
not anymore
i will plead with myself
with whoever you believe in

this world is not meant for me
and i'm not meant for you

i feel as if i belong to nothing
not my self
not the one who made me

i am a tick tick ticking time bomb
and it's only seconds before i explode
push the arrow
push the line

because i can't stay here any longer
not any longer

a/n:  i wrote this at the eye doctor under 2 minutes, i'm not feeling very well.