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i ache for something other than a long term connection

you pulled me apart
in the backseat of your car
my clothes next to your
torn up leather seats

there was nothing
comfortable about this
hooking up in your four seater
grazing teeth

pull me closer
you could pull me closer
wear me down, my skin already
eroding at the waves you make

these thoughts bite me
in the heart
pins sticking in pink flesh
i bleed at the sight of you

don't tell me how you feel
for me, don't tell me how you
love me and think of me at
night - just don't speak

flip off the switch for the difference
between love and lust because
tonight in your worn out car
emotion is nothing

feeling is everything

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