A Lonely Broken Heart (COMPLETED)

Extra Chapter

Hi. I know this story was already done but these thoughts of mine were haunting me. Feeling ko kailangan ko mag-explain why I came up to that kind of ending.

I AM NOT BITTER. I was just laughing at my friends' comment towards my ending. I've never been into a break up because I've never been in a relationship with someone. Ayoko lang manatili kayo sa ilusyong every love story ends with what you want. Hindi naman kasi lahat ng gusto natin nasusunod. Gusto ko may concept din na nakatanim sa isip natin na ganito. Kasi paano na lang kapag may nadaanan kayong rough road sa journey niyo? Or mga daang mahirap lusutan? Eh di suko na agad? I was just giving you insights or situations that are most likely to happen. Para at least man lang may lessons kayong matutunan from this story.

REALITY. We can't deny the fact that in our time today, this situation happens because perfect relationship doesn't exist. We go through a lot of struggles and challenges. Some may overcome them without getting separated, but many parted because they can't handle and deal with the pain and with the situation. I am aware naman that many of the stories written here on wattpad ended with a happy one but I also consider this as happy. I just want you to realized that we can't depend our happiness to others all the time. Yes, no man is an island they say, but we can be happy even we have no companion. Even if we have no one to share our laughters. I can prove that we can still be happy even if we are just with our selves. Possible naman 'yun. We just have to be contented with what we have for the meantime. Hindi naman porket hindi nagkatuluyan sina Van at Anne eh sad na. They aren't just deserving for each other.

Sa buhay kasi, may mga bagay na hindi natin ine-expect na mangyayari kaya minsan natutuwa tayo, minsan naman, nasasaktan. We have to make sacrifices and make decisions for the sake of others. Minsan kasi hindi lahat tungkol lang sa atin. Hindi maiiwasan na may mainvolved na iba that can make things complicated at make the situation worsen gaya ng pagdating ni Isla (pronounced as Ayla) sa buhay ng ating bida.

As we grow old, things happen. Changes happen. We get matured and we make decisions that can change everything even if it wasn't according to plan.

Another point is, being hurt is not an excuse to hurt others. Kahit ilang beses ka niyang nasaktan, huwag kang manira. It will make your image bad.
We just have to move on kasi hindi naman tumigil sa pag-ikot ang mundo once na nasaktan ka. Habang may buhay, may pag-asa. Just keep on breathing. As long as we're still alive, we have the right to be happy, to love, and be loved.

Kaya ganun 'yung nangyari kasi baka may someone na darating who is more deserving. Who is more worth it.

Never ever question or doubt your self worth. We are all precious and we have to be treasured. Huwag mong tanungin ang sarili mo kung anong kulang. Binigay mo naman lahat pero bakit parang hindi parin sapat.

Huwag mong ikulong ang sarili mo. Live your life. Kung masaktan, edi masaktan. Atleast, you've experienced pain. You enjoyed pain. Kasi nature din naman sa'tin ang magpakamartyr.

How can I say this when in fact I haven't been in such situation? Pwede namang matuto without the experience. I believe in you. So believe in yourself, too. Kaya mong lagpasan lahat ng pagsubok. I am not judging both sides. Kasi lahat naman ng tao may reasons kung bakit nagagawa nila ang isang bagay.

Naniniwala ba kayo na lahat tayo may choices? Kasi ako, oo. We all have the right to choose. Kahit gaano pa ka negative ang isa sa mga choices, you still have the chance and the right to choose that. It may be unacceptable for others but who cares? Choice mo 'yan. Kaya once na nagkamali ka ng pinili, you can't just blame someone because it was your choice. Choice mong makinig sa kanila, or you choose to be yourself and did what you really wanted.

Committing mistakes is a part of living. But committing the same mistake is so unreasonable. Ang tanga mo na niyan. It's okay to cry. It's okay to get wasted. It's okay to break down. Because that's what normal people do. Huwag mo lang kalimutang bumangon at magpatuloy sa buhay.

Most importantly, believe in the magic of love. Huwag kang magpapadala sa kung anong mapait na karanasan ka nanggaling. Be positive. Those pain? Struggles? Heartaches? See that as a challenge to test your faith. Also, don't forget to pray. He has the best plans for you.

Huwag lang magmadali para huwag magkamali.

Let's spread love and happiness!💕