How about never! - a Justin Bieber fanfiction (completed)

Chapter 59!

“well…. Yeah you can play with her sometime” Y/N smiled, her mom sighed in relief and so did her dad.
“So you forgive us?” Chris asked,
“No not yet, you have to understand that I had a hard time when you threw me out” Y/N said. Chris nodded his head and went to hug her,
“I’m sorry for your lost” he said,
“Yeah I am too” she said.

*6 months later*
Y/N got diagnosed with depression 3 months ago. She has been staying home ever since. She is never with the kids or me. She is only in our bedroom.
“Baby?” I asked is an opened the bedroom door, it was dark. The smell of sleep and stuffy hit me, she was sitting up by the wall and just stared out in the thin air. Her eyes were red and puffy. I sat down beside her and took her hand,
“baby you need to take your medicine” I softly said, she nodded her head and I handed her the pill,
“wanna go out on a date with me tonight?” I asked her. She shook her head and a tear ran down her cheek,
“I can’t” she whispered,
“Why baby?” I asked,
“because I just can’t. I can’t just let them go” she cried,
“But baby you have to, they are in a better place” I explained, “they’re looking down at you, and wish that you move on” I continued, she looked at me,
“but what if I forget them?” she asked,
“You won’t! They will always be in your heart” I smiled. I pulled her close to me, as I kissed the top of her head.
“You promise?” she asked,
“I promise” I told her. She gave me a little weak smile,
“Get in the shower and then come downstairs” I said as I stood up, “The kids misses you” I said as I walked out of the door.
I went down to the kids. Luke had grown a lot the last 6 months. He is walking on his own and he started talking a little.
“dada” he smiled as he walked over to me, I took him up and gave him a hug
“Daddy is mommy coming?” Ella asked.
“yeah, she is, and then we’ll take her out” I smiled, “We are going to spoil her with gifts and a lot of other things” I smiled, Ella nodded her head and went upstairs.

*30 minutes later*
Y/N came downstairs; she was wearing a pair of sweatpants, and a crop top with a cardigan over it. Luke and Ella ran over to her,
“mommy I missed you” Ella cried,
“mommy, me missed yuv to” Luke said. Y/N looked at me and then down at Luke,
“I missed you guys to” she smiled. She took them up in her arms and walked over to me,
“Sorry I haven’t been there for you, and I know you through a hard time yourself” she explained to me. A few tears ran down her cheeks. I pulled all of them into me,
“it’s okay” I whispered to her.
“Come on let’s go” I smiled, Y/N sat the kids down, they both took her hands and dragged her outside.
When we arrived at the mall we went inside. Luke was in his stroller, he was old enough to get a stroller instead of a pram. Ella was walking beside be with her hand in mine. 
Some girls saw us and ran over to us,
“OMG YOU’RE JUSTIN BIEBER, AND YOU ARE HIS WIFE!” the girls yelled. When people around us heard is they ran over to us to. Y/N started to shake like crazy, as Luke started crying. Ella walked over to Y/N and hide behind her.
“COULD YOU PLEASE MOVE?! I’M TRYING TO HAVE A NORMAL DAY WITH MY FAMILY, AND IF YOU CAN’T SEE IT, THEY’RE SCARED. SO I WOULD APPRECIATE IF YOU JUST WALKED AWAY” I shouted annoyed. Y/N’s eyes were blank, she didn’t show any emotion. A few of the bodyguards from the mall helped us out of the crowd,
“Thank you” I thanked,
“you welcome, next time bring some of your own bodyguards” one of them said. Y/N sat down on one of the benches. She covered her mouth and started to cry,
“Justin I don’t know if I can handle this anymore” she said,
“What do you mean?” I asked with fear in my voice,
“The crowd, the yelling, I can’t handle it, it’s too much” she said as she stood up. She ran away, leaving me with the kids.