unexpected -Dane DeHaan fanfiction-

Chapter 21

Listen to One Direction's Story Of My Life song as soon as you read up to the part when they are up in his room. Trust me, it's worth it.

Dane's Point of View

Today my emotions were all over the place. One minute I felt happy and then the other I felt like throwing up. My mixed emotions continued to trouble me until I saw the one person I dreaded encountering with today.

As much as my brain yelled for me to run away, my feet kept on walking toward her.

- hey Kim - I said after I tapped her shoulder.

She just stared at me with a blank expression as though I were a ghost. As she continued to stare at me, I couldn't help but notice how worn out she looked. Instead of looking like her usual happy self, she had bags under her eyes and her beach tanned skin had a sickly pale tone to it. Her eyes looked as if  they were blinking away tears.

After what seemed like an eternity, Kim smiled and hugged me tightly. If it was possible, she suddenly looked even more beautiful without the makeup she usually wore. She glowed like an imperial goddess. Her vulnerability made her human, a beautiful human who can do no wrong.

- Dane - she said as she lightly hit me with her elbow.

- yeah, sorry. What did you say again - I said in a confused tone.

- where has my womanizer been. You've missed two weeks of school - she said in a fragile voice

- it's personal - I said while scratching the back of my head. I wanted to tell her the truth but what if she hated me.

"oh" she said quietly - I've missed you - she said in a shaky voice

- come on - I said while grabbing her hand and rushing out the door. She didn't hesitate in running alongside me all the way to my car.

I drove for what seemed like hours until we reached my desired destination. The leaves crunched beneath our feet with every step we took.

- where are we - she asked me as I unlocked the front door.

- my house - I said while leading her upstairs.

She didn't ask anymore questions until we reached the safety of my room.

- why are we here - she asked while making herself comfortable on my bed. I saw that her foot was no longer in the oversized cast she had before.

- you have questions and it's the last day of school -  I said casually

- I don't need answers as long as your here next to me -

- I'm here - I said while kissing the top of her head.

We ended up talking for hours about nonsense that made us laugh until Kim fell asleep in my arms.

Only a monster like me could lie directly to her face. I was dreading seeing her today because I didn't want to tell her that I was going to be attending the university of North Carolina of arts next year. From all the girls I had made out with or used for my own pleasure, Kim was the only one who I never got to have. She will forever be way out of my league. If I ever wanted to be a professional actor then I couldn't pass up on this offer. I hated the fact that I was leaving in a few hours. I would like to give Kim what she needed but I know I couldn't without letting go of my lifelong dream. As I kissed her forehead, I whispered "I'm sorry" I quickly wrote my phone number and address where my school was on a little piece of paper and put it under her phone case. My eyes started to water a little bit as I gently shook Kim to try and wake her up. She begged me to carry her because she was tired, so I did. I was thankful that her head was in the crook of my neck because I accidentally let a tear slip. I drove in silence trying to treasure her presence since I didn't know if I was ever going to see her again.

- we're here - I told Kim

- thank you for the lovely day Dane. I guess I'll see you next year or hopefully sooner - she said as she kissed my cheek

Just as she was about to disappear inside her house, I yelled - goodbye muffin -

I immediately drove away after that because I couldn't hold my tears back anymore.

I will never forget my precious muffin.

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