unexpected -Dane DeHaan fanfiction-

Chapter 56

Kim's Point of View

The fact that i'm helping Dane pack his suitcase once again makes me feel vulnerable and worried of what he will do in California without me. Will he cheat on me again, will he see her behind my back... I'm pulled out of my horrific daydream when Dane throws a pillow at me.

- ouch - I pretend to be hurt. I keep my pained expression until he actually believes i'm hurt. Once he's about an inch away from me I grab the pillow sneakily behind my back and get him right in the face. He furrows his eyebrows in confusion and I take advantage of his current state by sneaking past him and running out of the room. Before I know it, I see Dane running down the stairs with a large grin plastered on his face.

- get back here - Dane yells. I simply laugh and throw some small pillows from the couch at him.

- catch me - I say in the most seductive way I can. He just laughs and throws a banana shaped pillow that fails to hit me. We continue running around circles in the living room until Dane trips with one of the leg of the coffee table. I fail to keep my laughter inside and run out outside by the pool so he wont catch me when he gets up. My pace slows down once i'm outside in the fresh air. The warm sun feels amazing so I let myself indulge in all its beauty and radiance. As i'm looking up into the sky admiring the lumpy clouds a pair of arms wrap themselves tightly around me. I breath out and inhale my fiancees delicious cologne.

- your mean - he complains like a child. - next time you trip, don't count on me helping you up - Both of us laugh and go back inside where we sit down in the kitchen.

- Dane.... - I say while I draw imaginary circles on the granite counter top.

- yes muffin, what's up - he respectfully says.

I laugh and lower my head as I am about to vomit out profanities. - where are we? -

- I-i-i-i, i'm so sorry but what - he stutters.

- where do we stand. We haven't really talked much about what happened and now you're leaving. Leaving for California,  the place where you cheated on me. I know I said I forgave you but that doesn't mean i've forgotten. You know what, forget it. The feeling is vice versa really because you're probably worrying if i'm going to kiss Andrew again when you're gone -

- I would never hurt you - he said.

- but you did, you have - I silently replied - I love with all my heart but sometimes you make feel like trash. There are a million reasons why I should give you up but my heart wants you. Lets face it Dane our relationship is far from a fairytale , in fact it's odd. The way we met, where we are now, someone could write a book about us and we would literally be the defenition of "defying the odds." I love you wholeheartedly but i'm beginning to doubt us - I sadly say.

- how long have you felt like this - he said as he let out a loud sigh and leaned against the fridge.

- since I kissed Andrew so not long -

- Kim.... you're my life, you're my everything . Yes it is true that we're far from perfect but no one is. I did a horrible thing and caused you a lot of pain but what about me. Did you think it was easy for me to hear that you kissed another mans lips that weren't mine. You're the only part of my life that's drama free but all we've done since I've come home is make a mess of things. From us showing our love for each to confessing our sins, it's all been a lot to take in. I love you and there's no doubt about that but my trust for you has been affected as well. I need to know something , do you have feelings for Andrew? Is that maybe the reason why you're feeling so conflicted - he walks towards me and sits down on the stool in front of me. - I want nothing but the cold harsh truth -

- honestly... no. I've thought about it but the results weren't pretty. We're not pretty either but I couldn't imagine being in love with anyone else. My love for you can't be explained  in words, it's impossible really. The heart wants what it wants and my heart wants you and only you - I genuinely say as I run my finger delicately over his face.

- Come to Los Angeles with me - Dane unexpectedly says.

- I don't know -

- no buts, I respect you and your beautiful mind but you have to, no wait, need to come with me. I know you hate big cities but there's so much to do and LA is not as bad as people say it is. Maybe we could even finally start planning our wedding? - he says in a happy and excited tone. I look into his eyes for a second while i'm deciding what to do and hold his hand for extra support.

- is it cold? - I ask with a smile.

- your going to have the time of your life - Dane jumps over the counter and picks me up.

The heart wants what it wants....
Sorry for the wait and what do you think will happen in Los Angeles? Will it just corrupt their fragile relationship or will they finally get their happy ending.