unexpected -Dane DeHaan fanfiction-

Chapter 62

Dane's Point Of View

- I'll see you later - my mouth subconsciously said as I opened the car door and stumbled scross the sidewalk where I had to grab hold of a brown leafed bush to keep myself from falling into the dirt. Jared waved me goodbye and sped off down the steep hill which some people might call "dangerously steep." I walked over to the golden gates and slid my card under the machine which granted me permission to enter. 

The walk to my suite was surprisingly short and quiet. Well, it's always quiet but my legs usually feel tired after a while of walking around in this enormous hotel which I still find resembles a hospital. I took out my keys from the pocket of my jean jacket and unlocked my door as quietly as I could because Kim was probably asleep. Just as I predicted, there lay a sleeping Kim on the couch covered up in blankets and multiple pillows looking peaceful as ever. I eyed her with loving eyes before taking off my shoes and carefully laying down next to her. My attempts to not disturb her from her slumber failed as I felt her hand move and eyes flutter open.

- Dane? What time is it - she said in a delicate whisper.

- it doesn't matter. Go back to sleep now - I said in an equally delicate tone as I stroked her short but soft hair. - I love you -

- I love you more - she mumbled before returning to her previous position but this time she wrapped her arms around my waist and laid her head on my chest.

The next morning morning I woke up with a disgusting taste in my mouth and stuffed/irritable nose. Kim was no longer sleeping by me so I involuntarily stood up and followed the noise coming from our bedroom. The shower that was previously running stopped and out came Kim with a towel wrapped around her body. Small drops of water fell from her hair as she walked over to the dresser and chose a casual but lovely outfit.

- turn around - she blushed as she held her clothes up to her chest.

- I'm going to the bathroom so don't worry about it - I said as I walked by her. - oh and Kim -

- yeah - she said.

- it's nothing I haven't seen before - I smirked and she gave me an annoyed look. While I was in the bathroom I decided to take a bath since I was in there and soon came out to find my dear fiancee laying on her stomach on our bed reading a book called "All The Light We Cannot See".

When she saw me she put a small silver bookmark on the page she was in and slowly put the book down to stare at me. I stared back and made funny faces at her until she couldn't take it anymore and laughed.

- want to tell me why we just had a staring contest right now - I asked her while laying on the bed as well and playing with her hair.

- no reason I just saw you walk in and my mind was telling me "why do you keep staring? I bet he finds it weird" but then I was like "well my eyes must be glued open on his direction because no matter what I do, I can't stop starring " - she explained. - hey, I want to talk to you about something -

I internally groaned because my mind was already on overload due to my fatigued state and massive stress from work. - is it serious or can it wait because I am just so tired and I have to leave again in two and a half hours so I want to make the best of that time and sleep -

- it's important to me. Trust me Dane, I'm hurting inside knowing how demanding your career is but I simply can't push this matter aside anymore. Ok so you know how we're supposed to meet with a wedding planner later today, well I was thinking and came to the conclusion that we shouldn't even have nonetheless be meeting with planner because honestly who would we invite that really mattered. Our parents hate our relationship and they have a good reason why to but think about it, dont people usually get married because they want to show their parents and friends their eternal love. We've shown our love to both and both simultaneously trashed and denied it. I don't want that big white wedding because that isn't us. The whole reason I agreed to it was because I wanted to give myself to you without feeling guilty but then I realized how stupid I was for thinking that. My whole life I've wished that my first time would be on my wedding night but then you came along and introduced me to a whole new way of thinking. If you want the whole traditional ceremony then that's fine with me too but I'm not going to become a house wife thats life revolves around only her husband. I want a career and that's what I went to college for but then we met again and here we are. I'm not trying to say "you're standing in the way of my career " at all because you're not but I would much rather we get married in city hall and save ourselves that big debt. I love you and I've shown you that in every way possible and so have you. What I'm saying is that we should ditch the wedding and get on with our lives - she said. Her words were like a gust of cold wind in my face because they were fresh, honest, and everything that was inside my head. She was right, we don't need to show or prove our love to anyone else. We know it's real and that's all the approval and evidence we need.

- this may not sound romantic but how's this friday. Can you have a dress by then - I asked.

- absolutely. Whoo, good thing you were already thinking this because if you hadn't then this would have been a slap in your face -

- trust me, you give me a slap each day with your words of wisdom. So tell me darling, how can I help you make your career possible - I said.

- you can let me go back home. Los Angeles may be your second home but mine will forever be back in Rhode Island - she said with sympathetic eyes.

- as long as you're happy I'm happy -

- I couldn't have asked for a more compassionate person. You're truly my second half - she whisphered in my ear as we hugged.
Did not spell check. What would Dane and Kim's ship name would be?