Clace (Liberty High School) (Completed)

54. The 3 Words

Author's Note: Contains mature scenes, so I have a summary at the bottom. Also, thank you to BellaSH13 for all of your support! I couldn't have done it without you!

Clarissa

"I think that could be arranged," Jace smiles at me. Swiftly, Jace is on top of me, hovering. Both of us with dumb smiles plastered on our faces. Jace leans down until our lips connect. He's already shirtless, so I can feel his chest with my hands. Biting at my lip, I feel his tongue slip past my mouth entrance. If me biting my lips turns Jace on, then what does him biting my lips do to him? I curiously guide my hand towards his stomach.

Jace grabs my hand, pulling away from our kiss. "I need to say something first. I have to say it before we even fathom going.....any further. Regardless if we go further or not, I need to say this. You have to know," Jace explains. What is it? What is he going to say? M...maybe he's....been with a woman before....

"Jace, please tell me," I plea.

"Angel! I'm going to do my best here, so please bear with me," Jace breathlessly nervously says. "I need you to know I'm not saying this to get laid. I'm not saying this lightly, either. Red, you're an amazing person and I love the person I am when I'm with you. My heart feels fuller, it's this surreal feeling I...I can't explain. You don't have to....say it back, but just know I mean it 100% always and forever." Jace takes a deep breath. "I love you, Red."

He loves me? He loves me! And....I love him? I do! Ha! I love Jace! "Jace, you're my home, my shelter in the storm. I love you too," I confess. Our foreheads meet. For an eternity, we are silent as we gaze into eachother's eyes. "Jace.....I think I'm ready for this. I think I am," I break the silence. "A....are you ready for this?"

"Am I ready for this? " Jace echoes. I think he's talking to himself. I can practically see all of the gears turning in his head. Then I see worry build on his face. "Red....w...what if," Jace swallows. "What if I'm not good enough?"

"Jace, it's not about being 'good enough,' it's just about you and me," I assure him. What is this? Am I supposed to make the first move? Is he automatically supposed to? How do I know? Jace could never mess this up, but what if I do?

"Red, I can see your mind flooding with worries and doubts. I want you to do something for me. I'm going to do it too, so you won't be alone, okay," Jace begins.

"O...okay," I reply. Does this have to do with......

"Red, I....I can't be thinking about my....dad or....mom. I can't be worried I'm going to turn into my dad someday. I won't let myself ruin this. Because if we do....this, I want to do it, so I'm only thinking about us and you are only thinking about us. Just you and me. Do you understand what I'm asking from you?" Jace asks nervously.

"Y...yes," I manage. "You want me to put V...Valentine, Sebastian, Jonathan, and the rest of my past aside, so it's just you and me, here and now."

"Yes, Red, I know it'll be hard, but I think if we can do that, this will feel.....right. Thinking about how much I....I love you while you think about how much you love me. We can find ourselves in eachother," Jace begins. "What do you say? Are you ready to try?"

"Yes," I breathlessly reply. My cheeks radiate heat and I look away.

"If you want to stop at any point, tell me. Red, look at me, please." Jace asks. I meet his eyes. "There will be no consequences if you have to stop. Forget Newton's Third Law and anything other thing you've learned or thought. If you say stop, I'll stop immediately. And it'll be okay."

"Anything else we need to clear up?" I ask jokingly. Might as well add some humor to this....

"I think that's it," Jace whispers in my ear sensually. Slowly, his lips meet my neck. I lose my hands in his hair. His eyes roam over my body. His warm hands send tingles of warmth up my stomach as he traces then up with my shirt. Instinctively, I pull my arms up, so my shirt can come off. Jace's parts are prominent in his jeans as he leans into me. My hands find Jace's zipper and unzips his jeans. I slowly slide them down over his hips to the ground. His white underwear are all he's left on. Jace's hands find my back. Slowly as if he's giving me time to stop him, he unclasps my bra strap. Pulling my bra away, Jace just stares at me. I find my eyes soaking him in too. The curves of his chest. The slight indent that travels from the left of his shoulder to his abs. Jace's warm hands slowly unbutton my pants and waits for me to say stop. When I don't, he slips my pants off. Now were both left with just our underwear. Jace starts nibbling my ear. I can feel heat pooling in my lower body. Jace's lips find my neck. I decide to give it a try too. I put my hands on his hairy chest. Slowly, I make my way down but this time Jace doesn't stop me. Carefully, I put my hands through his underwear and feel him. My hands just rests there while I start kissing his neck. He let's me lead. He grows harder as we go. I take my hand out. Then, I take Jace's underwear off, just like his pants. My hands go back around Jace's neck. His lips meet mine and our tongues dance the tango. Eventually I feel Jace's hand going to my underwear. I always thought I'd feel uncomfortable when this happened, but right now, all I feel is anticipation. Once again, he looks in my eyes for consent. I nod, and he sensually pulls my last article of clothing down. We resume kissing, exploring eachother's mouths. I can feel Jace's parts resting on my leg, there's no pressure. I want to feel it in me. "J...Jace," I breathlessly begin.

He pulls our lips apart. "Yes, Red," Jace responds between breaths.

"D....do you have a condom?" I ask.

"You're sure you ready for this," Jace confirms.

"Yes, Jace please," I reply. He grabs one out of a box in his nightstand. I don't even care why he has them. He slips it over his part, and hovers back over me. Jace starts kissing my chest lightly. I feel my lower body reacting to his superior kissing. Slowly, while still kissing me, Jace enters into me. It's a foreign feeling, but I like it. He goes really slow. I know he must me holding back for me, so I thrust up a little. He goes deeper. I look into his eyes and he sees what I want; him to go faster. Picking up the pace, I can't help but let out a moan. My lower body is on fire as Jace's thrusts. He won't go too fast though because this isn't for sexual gratification, it's for us. Moans are falling out of our mouths as we find a steady pace. The entire time, Jace's kisses my body. His warm tongue knows where to go to make arch my back. This just makes Jace deeper inside me. I bite my lip hard. "Jace, I....I think I'm going to-" I begin, but I can't finish as the pleasure rolls off of me.

"Me too, Red, together," Jace suggests. I nod and we reach euphoria together. We lay there for a while until Jace pulls out. He puts the condom in the garbage. Then, he comes back to the bed. Jace holds me in his arms and I'm the happiest I've never been. Peacefully, we drift off to sleep. 

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I do not own any of the Mortal Instruments books, materials, etc. All credit belongs to Cassandra Clare.

Summary: Jace and Clary finally take the next step and make love.

Author's Note:
This is my first fanfic. I hope you guys like it! Please leave comments, votes, and feedback. I'm going to update, when I'm done and it'll be random.

Originally posted: 3/25/18