I'm Gonna Love You Through It

Part 27

I’m gonna love you through it

Part 27

*Justin’s POV*

I placed my hand on Selena’s elbow before she yanked it away, causing her to fall and hit her head. I immediately fell to the floor applying pressure to crack on her head that was bleeding heavily. “SCOOTER! SOMEONE HELP!”

Scooter came running in falling to his knees, “Just keep applying pressure. I’ll tell the driver to go to the nearest hospital.” He ran to the front of the bus carefully telling the driver to go to the hospital.

I got up and grabbed the nearest rag applying it to Selena’s head. “Please be okay, Sel. Please.” I felt like this was all my fault. I had to admit it sort of was my fault. When I met her it was for my image, but since that first time I talked to her, it became so much that. I loved Selena despite her cancer. I was going to love her with and without cancer. I knew she was mad but I wasn’t going to give up on us and on her. I was going to do whatever I had to do to make sure I didn’t lose her. She meant way to much to me.

Once the bus got to the hospital, I scooped her up in my arms, still applying pressure to her head. We hurried into the hospital and they quickly took Selena from me putting her on a stretcher and running her to a room in the back.

They escorted me to the private waiting room before I burst into tears knowing I had ruined everything. Scooter had called Selena’s mom and she was flying out on the next available flight.

30 minutes had passed, and I had thankfully calmed myself. We still had no word from the Selena’s doctors while made me very nervous.

"Justin, you know we got to talk about what happened…" Scooters voiced sounded too loud after the 30 minutes of silence.

I took a long sigh “She found the notes I took from back when we decided I needed to improve my image,” I said my voice breaking towards the end. “And she thought I was using her for that.” I was looking down as I placed my face in my hands.

"I get it now." He said and placed his hand on my back. "Everything will work out, Justin. Just give it time."

I loved Selena and I was so sorry that I had ever even agreed to do that. But at the same time I was glad, because without going to do that I would have never met Selena.

I honestly didn’t know what I would do without Selena. She had become my everything. I couldn’t imagine my life without her.

How could I have let all this happen? The girl I love more than anything was now lying on a hospital bed because of me. I didn’t even know if she was alive and that thought killed me.

"Is anyone here for Ms. Gomez?" A voice said breaking my train of thought.

"Me! I am. I’m here boyfriend! Is she okay?" I asked rushing over to the doctor.

He glanced down at the clipboard before he bagan to speak, which made me so nervous.

"She is okay, right?" I asked once he didn’t talk.

"Ms. Gomez is okay to an extent. Shes in critical condition and she seems to be having some memory problems." Memory problems?

"Can I see her?" I asked hesitating.

"Well technically only family is supposed to see her but I guess we can make an exception. She’s in room 513."

I thanked the doctor before running to the room Sel was in. 510. 511. 512. 513. I rushed into her room. “Sel?”

"Oh my gosh! You’re Justin Bieber," she gushed over me. My heart dropped to the ground in a instant realizing she didn’t remember me.

"You don’t remember?" My voice was off. It sounded too dead.

*Selena’s POV*

I couldn’t keep a stright face anymore. I burst into laughter. “Justin, come on. Are you that gullible? Do you honestly think I could forget you?” I laughed as he lifted his head to look at me a smile going across his face.

"Sel! Don’t ever do that to me again!" He joined me in laughing. He suddenly became serious again, "Do you remember how you got in here?"

My hand immediately went to my head, “I hid my head, while we were fighting.”

"Do you remember what we were fighting about?" he asked me. I was trying hard not to remember, I didn’t want it to be real. I slowly nodded my head looking at my hands that were folded on my lap.

"Can I please explain?" I nodded knowing that I should have listened to him from the start and none of this would have happened.

He grabbed the chair and moved it next to my bed taking my hands in his. As hurt as I was I didn’t want to take my hand away from his.

"The day before we met, we did have a meeting about how my image needed to be better. Scooter and I went to the hospital the next day to find someone to start to bond with. Sort of like a Make-A-Wish without them going though that program. I was hoping to make a girls dreams come true and making myself look better at the same time. When I saw you I knew you were different and the second I started talking to you I forgot all about that meeting the day before. Ever since then you have been my whole world. And sitting in that waiting room for way too long thinking I lost you killed me. I can’t even see my life without you anymore. I love you Selena. I don’t know if this is too soon and I’m really not prepared but Will you marry me?"