Living with them~CNCO fanfiction

Chapter 36

**5 months later

The boys are going on tour again tomorrow and sadly Sebastian and Joshua had left back to Puerto Rico about 2 months ago since they stayed for quite a while. Im not gonna go to their first stop because i havent been feeling well at all. My headaches and stomachaches have been killing me. Right now i feel good but they just come and go.

I mostly think its this birth control pill ive been taking. Its new and i still have to adjust to it.

At least ill have Yaya and Elsa to morn with since Zabdiel and Christopher are gonna be gone too. We'll probably go back to the CNCO house in California when they leave. Right now. we're in the CNCO house of Miami since they've been having some meetings here the past month and a half.

Yaya and Christopher made it official not too long ago. And their relationship is public too.

Right now im in Joels bed as hes in the shower. I guess you can say hes been in the mood a lot since hes going away for a while again.

My period is supposed to come by later today or tomorrow since its already time. At least my insides get a break from Joel. No matter how tired hes been, he always wants to do it. And me, i guess you can say i dont stop him at all.

Joel then walks out the bathroom shirtless in his adidas sweatpants.

"Im really gonna miss you when im gone" Joel said.

"You've only told me that like a thousand times today" I said with a laugh.

As i laughed i felt something coming up from my throat. I tried holding it in thinking im only gonna burp but at the same time i feel liquid. I got up and ran to the bathroom, lifted the toilet seat up and started throwing up.

Joel came in running and looked confused as i am. He held my hair back and just rubbed my back. When i finished, i flushed the toilet and cleaned my mouth with a towel.

"Are you sure you dont wanna see a doctor yet? This is the first time you throw up" Joel said.

"Im sure im fine. Probably just the pi-" i stopped myself.

"The what?" He asked.

"Whats the date?" I asked as i stood up.

"The 21st. Why?"

I realized my period should've came yesterday and not today or tomorrow. No no no this cant be. Not now, why now. I cant tell him. I need to get out of here and tell the girls.

"Bebe whats wrong?"

"Its probably nothing. I-I-I gotta go get clothes to shower" I said.

"Are you sure you're fine? Im here if you need anything" he said kissing my forehead.

"Yes dont worry babe. Im fine" i said as i walked out.

I started running to my room and some tears left my eyes. I cant be expecting. Im only 18 and hes 19 and hes about to travel.

I felt someone grab my arm and i looked to see Johann.

"Nana whats wrong?" Johann asked.

"Just go get the girls and meet me in my room" i said.

"Ill be quick" he said as he kissed my forehead also.

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"Im scared. You know what, just forget it im not saying" i said.

"Perla if you made us come to your room while you're a hot mess of course its something important" Elsa said.

"We promise we wont judge you or anything like that" Yaya said.

"Come on Nana just tell us" Johann said.

"So you know ive been kinda sick these past few weeks right?" I said.

"Yeah what about it?" Johann asked.

"Yeah but remember you said its because of the new pi-" Yaya said as she cut herself off.

Elsa's eyes got wide as well as Johanns.

"Nana arent you supposed to wait before you start doing anything since its a new pill?" Johann asked.

"Isn't today the 21st? Has it came yet?" Elsa asked nervously.

I shook my head as in no.

"Perla are sure you are?" Yaya asked.

"There has to be another reason. When was the last time you both did it?" Johann asked.

"Today" i said. "We cant tell though this was the first time i actually throw up"

"Fuck are you really serious? Are you sure?" Johann asked again.

"Its the only lead" i said as i put my hair behind my ear.

"Perla..." Elsa started off.

"Yeah, i actually think im preganant.." i said as i put my hands in my face.

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**Double update bc i felt bad .-.