Behind Closed Doors ☆Selena Gomez x Fem!Reader☆ [UNDER EDITING}

Chapter 30

Y/n's POV

I was just staring at the ceiling since I woke up early this morning remembering the day she asked me out for a date and the night she asked me to be her girlfriend and to be honest we're still not out in public because she's waiting for the PR stunt contract to be end. I understand that, but somehow hurt me because our. relationship was like my previous relationship. She's dating him because that's their management wants and of course including all the public display of affections. Yeah dating a celebrity is a difficult thing. They said love— I cut off in the trail of my thoughts when I felt her moved and wrapped her arm on my waist.

“Why are you awake this early?” she said in her morning voice. I looked at the woman beside me, still her eyes were closed and her ass were still snoring.

I looked back at the ceiling before replying, “My eyes don't want to go back to sleep,” she chuckled. She snuggled herself to me and her face in my neck. Her breath hitched my neck that sent shivers down to my spine and slightly tickles me. I closed my eyes ignoring the tickles in my neck. Her breath hitched my neck several times and I now that she purposely doing it.

“Babe stop,” I said.

“Huh?” and purposely doing it again.

“Your breath tickling me!” I said and tried to pull away from her but she moved her arms around me that made me difficult to move.

“Camila!” I said trying not to give in. I moved my body to get on the top of her and moved again that made me land in my face— still her arms around me —in the other side of the bed. I turned my head to face her exactly my lips landed on her nose and she moves up to peck my lips. After that she released me.

“Finally!” I said and lie on my back facing the ceiling. I looked at my side and she's not there lying beside me and I heard something moving inside the bathroom, she's in there. I looked back at the ceiling and I felt the bed deep.

“Goodmorning babe,” she said.

I looked at her and reply, “Good morning babe,” she starts lean in to kiss me but I stop her,

“What are you doing?” I asked.

“Kissing my girlfriend? Is there any wrong about it?” she asked.

“Nothing wrong about it, it's just— I'm still in my morning breath.” I said.

“Oh come on! You're no fun!” she complained.

“Plus you're my girlfriend and I don't care!” she added.

I chuckled and sat up running my hand through my hair,

“Please babe!” she begged.

“'kay fine,” I said. She immediately hold my nape and pulled me into passionate kiss.

We pulled apart, “I'll be in the kitchen if you need something, I'm the cook today.” she said and pecked my lips one more time and tied her hair up before she got up and went out of the room.

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“I didn't know you know how to cook well to be specific to fry,” I joked.

“Hahaha funny babe,” she faked laugh, “Well at least I know how to fry,” she mocked.

“I know how to fry!” I protested.

“I didn't say anything,” she said then chuckled.

“Liar,” I muttered.

“You love me,” she said.

“Sometimes you can be a tease but I love you nonetheless.” I said.

“Love you too princess,” I can't myself but to blush.

“Oh my princess is blushing,” she teased and that made me let my hair fall to hide my face.

“Stop hiding your face, your cute when you are blushing.” she said.

“Stop, you making me blush.” she chuckled and pecked my lips. Once we're done, I helped her in the dishes and we decided to watch Netflix since we got nothing to do.

She let me pick the movie and I picked a movie titled A dog's purpose since the title built a curiosity in my head. Once we played it, we cuddled on the couch eating some popcorn she made. And I found out that yeah it's a dog story, a dog named Bailey, his master is Ethan and Bailey died and went in different dimension where he became a canine girl dog, his name was Ellie, he became Toni, his master abondoned him in the street, there was no name said, he became Buddy and went back to Bailey when he found Ethan. Well I understand the story, it's just how I plotted the story that made me seemed like I don't understand though.

We were— I think almost in the end of the movie when her phone went off, she grabbed her phone on the table and I lowered the volume of the movie and paused it.

“Hey!... I'm at home why?.... Right now?...  Okay sure I'll be there in twenty,” she then hung up and turned to me.

She gave me a sad smile and I know what that's mean, she need to go.

“I'm sorry babe, I need to go.” she apologized.

“No it's okay,” I smiled.

“Are you sure? I can defy them.” she said.

I shook my head, “No, it's okay, really. I don't want that simple not attending in that meeting or something crush your career,” I said. I know how her work was so important to her, it was her dream since then and I don't want to crush that and like I said I'm used to it.

“Thank you,” she then pulled me into a passionate kiss and I kissed back.

She pecked my lips to pull away, “I'll take you somewhere next time, I'm  sorry.” she apologized and pecked my lips.

“It's okay if you don't though and please stop apologizing and go before you get late,” I said.

I just watched her stood up grabbing the keys on the table and made her way in the front and disappeared behind it.

“Okay the pain is coming back again,” I said stopping myself from crying. I know it even she didn't tell me, the management need her to be seen in public with him— Mathew.

They said love— will make you feel like cloud nine, will make you feel the feelings of euphoria, will make you feel like you're high in a way that you will forget all the negativity and problems without losing your mind. They said love will make you feel all those feelings. Didn't I mentioned that they said love will make you feel pain too?

A/n: Hey! How are y'all? I hope you guys are still there? It's been a week and two days since I update, so yeah this chapter is for y'all.

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