Mistaken identity. Unreciprocated first love. Worst first impression. All the bad ingredients that connected Qing and Dayu's fate together. Both of them thought they chose the other one, for obvious reasons. But only one of them got it right. The ot...
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Five Years Ago
Dayu's POV
If people who knew me; saw me right now; they probably wouldn't believe that this is me. They probably would think that I'm possessed or that I had lost my mind.
I am giving a man I barely knew, a blowjob and I know I am doing a damn good job at it; because I could see that how much he's enjoying this. I am not only giving him a blowjob, I'm also deep throating him; and he's not small or short. He's big and long. No. In real fact; he's enormous. I can't say that I'm that surprised though, because he's 1.93 metres tall after all. It's only expected that he had assets which would matched his figure.
I, Feng JianYu had never ever done this. Not even once. Why? Because of my OCD. I never had somebody; whom I thought I could ever do something like this to; not until I met Wang Qing. My prince.
Oh! I am not a virgin. I have had sex before. I dated twice; the first was when I was in my second year of high school. He was my senior. It lasted only a year; I liked him. He's good looking and smart and dependable. But, when he graduated high school, I knew that we wouldn't be able to continue the relationship anymore. We parted ways amicably. My second boyfriend was a salary man, whom I met when I was attending university ; Another dependable person but it also didn't last. He wanted us to move in together - I declined. I had always been living alone. He was ready to go to the next phase with me but I wasn't. And thus, we broke up. It was a mutual understanding as well. I apologize for not being ready and he apologized for falling too fast for me.
Both of my relationships were honest and true. My partner and I understood each other. They both knew about my OCD. Hence, they never made me give them head. We seldom kissed even while making love. It lacks intimacy and intensity; I know but, my partners both knew my limitations and they're okay with it; at least they were during the time we were together.
The sex I had experienced had always been controlled and constructed. And I had always thought that I would never experience sex the other way around. My limitations wouldn't let me.
Until I met Wang Qing.
He made me feel things I had never felt before. My body responded to him; even before I was this close to him physically. I was already aware of how much my body reacted to him only days after meeting him. He made me imagine things I never had imagined before.
