Mistaken identity. Unreciprocated first love. Worst first impression. All the bad ingredients that connected Qing and Dayu's fate together. Both of them thought they chose the other one, for obvious reasons. But only one of them got it right. The ot...
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I was kept in the dark. Nobody told me anything. Everybody just tried to keep me locked inside the house for the past several days.
My parents were even standing guard in front of the door. I had been staying home pretty much all the time for the past six months; ever since coming to Australia after serving my time in China.
Qing, the man I loved, lodged a report on me; for harassment, defamation and attempted murder on the person who had made Qing lost his mind; Feng JianYu.
It was still hard to believe that Qing could ever choose someone else over me; and to make it worse, he chose a man! A man- for fuck's sake!
The Qing I knew; never showed any tendency, hinting that he could swing the other way. He had always been a straight man; who always had a girlfriend. And he had ways been a man who loved me quietly.
I realised that Qing looked at me in a special way, pretty much soon after meeting him. And, it gave me so much satisfaction that of all the girls who were vying for his attention; I was the one who caught his eyes and his heart.
I knew that no matter who Qing's girlfriend was, no matter who's the girl he went out with, he would always be mine. Qing's heart belonged to me.
There's just one problem; Qing never confessed. And I also didn't want to confess first. Even after, I baited Qing by establishing a relationship with Guo, who was our best friends; Qing still didn't say or do anything.
I was devastated. I waited and waited for Qing to tell me he loved me and snatch me away; but he never did. And in the end; I decided that I should just marry Guo and let Qing eat his heart out. Perhaps, after I was really out of his grasp then he'd woke up and finally decided to pursue me.
Guo made it all complicated by wanting to have a baby. I never intended to have his baby! I never even thought that I would be with Guo forever. He was only my pawn. And he knew it. He knew that I loved Qing but he still went along with the marriage anyway. He knew what he was getting into. And to suggest us to have a child- was too much.
That's when I decided to come back to China and decided to tell Qing how I felt. I just couldn't wait for him anymore.
I thought; I had everything planned. I thought that I would have Qing the moment I told him I loved him.
I was in utter disbelief when Qing looked at me as if I was talking about something ridiculous, when I confessed that I loved him and wanted to be with him; then he pushed me away when I tried to kiss him.
And when he told me that he already had someone he wanted to be with; I almost fainted. I just couldn't believe it. It was not supposed to like that. Qing was not supposed to fall for someone else.
Qing loved me for ten years. He's supposed to be mine!!!
I went crazy when I learned that the person Qing was with; was not a woman but a man. I could not take it. I just could not; losing my place to someone in the space of only two years; and losing it to another man on top of it!!! It was just too much.
