Mistaken identity. Unreciprocated first love. Worst first impression. All the bad ingredients that connected Qing and Dayu's fate together. Both of them thought they chose the other one, for obvious reasons. But only one of them got it right. The ot...
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Present Day
Qing's POV
I lay awake, with my arms around Dayu who's sleeping soundly in between the crook of my arm. I kept brushing his hair and planting fleeting kisses on his lavender scented hair.
This is like a dream. I had had this dream for the longest of time, that I'm almost afraid to close my eyes; afraid that if I did, he'd be gone when I open my eyes. It had happened in my dreams for many many times; I had Dayu in my arms but when I woke up, he was not there. It hurt painfully; waking up to reality.
So, I'm not going to sleep easily now, even though, this time I know that this is a reality; that Dayu is really here in my arms. I still didn't want to sleep. I'm going to enjoy the warmth of Dayu's body and the smell of Dayu's scent, for as long as I could tonight.
I looked at Dayu and planted yet another kiss on his forehead, lovingly. I love this man. With all my heart and soul. And I will treasure him. I will do everything I can to make him happy.
I had planned our first night as lovers meticulously; and I had planned everything in details from the lubes to the condoms. Well. I grimaced guiltily as squeezed my beloved in my arms a little. Not all the best laid plans would be able to materialized as we had intended them to; and mine included.
Okay, I forgot the condoms. Really. I had had them prepared, and they're just within my arms' reach on the side of the bed. I bought the highest, top quality brand. And honestly, I had every intention of using them.
I know that in the two years, Dayu and I were together before, I had never used them; despite knowing that Dayu has an OCD.
In my mind at that time; I just want to mark him with myself. I didn't want to be put in the same league as his previous lovers, who I reckon would've used condoms during sex. At that time, I still believed that Dayu used to be a kept boy to rich men, and that he'd been with countless of men before me. I was jealous of every single one of those imaginary men, and I wanted to mark Dayu like nobody had ever done before.
Of course, I never acknowledged that I'm possessive over Dayu because I was crazy for him and that I had fallen head over heels with him, at that time. If I only I had, I wouldn't have lost him for three years.
The moment I decided that I would make our relationship clear today, and that there's a possibility that we're going to sleep together, today, I prepared everything. Before coming here; I went shopping and bought all the essential things needed for lovemaking. The condoms included.
Dayu has OCD but he tolerated me, doing it raw with him, everytime, and he tolerated, having my release inside of him most of the men. All in the name of love; and the foolish, jerk Wang Qing at that time, was too blind to see.
Hence, I planned to take Dayu into consideration this time around. Even though I know that I am clean; I haven't been with anybody else since Dayu. I also went for my twice a year, full medical check up just a few months ago and I had been declared healthy in every aspects.
