Mistaken identity. Unreciprocated first love. Worst first impression. All the bad ingredients that connected Qing and Dayu's fate together. Both of them thought they chose the other one, for obvious reasons. But only one of them got it right. The ot...
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Present Day
Qing's POV
Dayu is sulking. And damn, he looked so adorable. I know, it's not like I wanted to make him feel mad at me but I can't help but be amazed at how cute he could be, sulking like that.
I don't think he had ever done that while we were together before. And I can't help but wonder how many expressions, how many things Dayu had to suppress inside of him; not wanting me to notice that he had real feelings for me?
I am not blaming him; no. I was the one to blame for everything that happened then. I was an asshole who's blind to my own feelings. I had already fallen for Dayu so hard since the very beginning; yet I continued to deny the feelings and I hurt Dayu in the process.
It's too late to do anything about that. But, I vowed that I am going to treasure Dayu from now on. I couldn't tell what's on his mind. I couldn't read his thoughts as easily as I could read other people's thoughts, but, Dayu is letting me be near him despite everything. That is obvious to me.
I used his friends as an excuse to be given the opportunity to be with him; but he could have just refused me if he really wanted to. I am not as cold hearted as to just threw his staffs out into the streets after I bought Dayu's place for such a low amount of money. And I am not stupid either; his staffs are all quality workers, I am sure of that, after I worked with them today. Even before today, judging from the growth Dayu's cafe had had since it opened three years ago, it's clear that Dayu had the best staff.
Yet, Dayu agreed to my demand. I wanted to think that, deep down in his heart, he still had a little soft spot for me. I will lit it with my ember and turn it into a wildfire.
It pained me, that Dayu had had a relationship after we broke up. I really hadn't prepared my heart for that, but, it's already over. I don't want to think of Dayu and that person. That person is already with another man now. And Dayu is alright with it; which means that the relationship was not that deep. That man was just his rebound.
I think, I will go crazy if I think too much of the details of their relationship; About whether they had slept together. I am not going to even think about that. My whole body is rejecting that thought. If I do think about it; I might lose my mind and kill that man who had dared touched my man. That's how crazy and how irrational I could be. So, I'm not going to think about that.
What matters right now is, Dayu is single. And I am going to do everything that I can, to make him fall for me one more time.
He's already mine. The moment I found him; there's no way I'm going to let him go again. His heart might not be mine at the moment; but, I will work on that. Even if it takes our whole life; I will still work on it.
But, letting him go is not an option. He's mine. He will stay with me, forever.
There's nobody else in the world for me now, to love, but him.
