Hearts Of Glass💔🥀 [completed]

16: Cade's Voice (Part 2)

Bmike ft. Jurrivh- I Wish I Never Found You

"The only thing broken was your common sense I guess that's why we never had hope at all
You're probably here just to think that
You could just call me up and have me back
Hell no
I'd rather get hit by that truck from a minute ago
Cause none of that shit ever made sense
Your mind is too thin like your patience
If you love somebody you do not put on an act like you hate them
Not the same guy I was those years ago
I rather be on my own than with you alone
You could've been here with me, could've built us a home
But you're still so fake like silicone
Still remember that shit like yesterday
Didn't hesitate to throw us away
But I guess you can say we were both to blame
Because I love the pain
And you love the game
Cause I've been through hell now I'm back again
Dont hit me up and try to act the same"

Cade

"No don't go." I said as I pulled her back to me.

"You said it yourself Cade. When you asked me to be yours, you promised me that you'd show me what it's like to be loved and here you are saying you never said you loved me. I mean even if you're afraid, if you really love me you'd never put yourself in a potential position to lose me. Tell me what sort of bullshit is that? You claim me one day and next day you disown me? You can't be like the weather and decide to change whenever. I don't even feel secure anymore. I thought you cared Cade. But if there's something I've learnt, it's that I can never force anyone to love me or be by my side. One moment you're an angel and then next moment you're the devil. But oh gosh how could the devil's smile take me to places I've never been? For those couple of days, I felt something special and now I've just realised that this is a waste of time." She barked.

"But Maia-"

"Shut up, I'm talking! You said it yourself, you asked me how careful would we be with our hearts if they were made of glass. Well I know one thing for sure, if mine was made of glass, I would never trust you with it. You're a heartless psychopath. Don't ever speak to me again." She said with all her might.

"Maia please. Okay yes I know I did you wrong by acting like I hate you and all but all I wanted was to save you from hurting later on." I tired explaining.

"Save me? Cade I was fine before you came along, what makes you think I want your help now? And if you love somebody you do not put on an act like you hate them." She reasoned.

For the first time in my life I felt my heart break. It's sad how you feel it when something goes wrong in your life.

"I don't mean it like that, please." I tried.

"Really? But these were your intentions when I got here. You wanted me to leave. But now that I'm leaving you want me to stay? Make up your mind Cade. You've already pushed me away. Your words cut deeper than a knife and damage has already been done. How should I believe anything you say now?"

"A thousand words don't change a thing Maia, is it only three?" I cried.
"Three words that you're missing."

"I love you Cade, and I've never doubted my love for you. It's you who's got second thoughts." She said.

"What have I got to do to make you stay?" I pleaded.

Her phone buzzed and she looked at the screen.
Her face fell.

"Something wrong?" I asked.

"No, I uh... goodbye Cade."

And she left.

If only I knew that by leaving I was letting her walk into the lion's den, I would've never let her leave. I would've never let her go.

From that day onwards, everything changed.