Hearts Of Glass💔🥀 [completed]

8: After

Callum James- You

"I see that look in your eyes fixed on another
Watch your fingers intertwine wrapped round your knuckles
Watch you laugh watch you cry
And know my words will never do
My dear I know we're alright so call me in the morning
Take a look in my eyes see a fire dawning
Take a match set alight to everything we ever knew
I'm holding onto something like you"

Maia

"Are you okay?" Cade asked for the millionth while he stood outside the bathroom door.

"I'm fine, it's just a little blood that's all." I explained once again.

"That wasn't just a little. And you've been in there for some time. Do you need something? Let me in." He begged.

"No, this would've been better if you give me some privacy. Go away." I pleaded.

I heard him grumbling and moving away from the door. I heard him throw himself onto the bed. And in case you're wondering what happened, I released a downpour of blood. No one had warned me that when it's your first time, you're bound to bleed. It was so humiliating so I rushed into the bathroom. And once again my excretion was all over Cade. What a mess!

I finally finished cleaning myself up and I looked for a towel to cover myself before walking out. I shamelessly walked out. Oh who am I kidding? I could hardly walk.

"Are you alright?" Cade quickly asked as he saw me walking out of the bathroom.

"I see you already changed the sheets." I said completely ignoring his question.

"Yes. How are you-"

"Cade I'm fine." I snapped as I lay next to him.

He faced me with a pitiful look on his face

"If I had known you were a virgin, I would've been more gentle. I'm sorry." He apologised.

"If I had told you I was a virgin, you would've never touched me Cade." I said with a smile.

"Well good thing you didn't. Cause I had fun." He said.

"This still feels too new and odd to me though." I told him.

"I'm for you Maia, don't even doubt that. Do you want to be my girlfriend?" He asked.

Deep inside my heart, there was a war going on. It's so strange that this is all happening in one day. Just yesterday I didn't know how it felt to be kissed. Just yesterday, I was a virgin. And now I'm about to have my very first boyfriend? And that was when I made the most horrifying decision in my life.

"Yes." I answered him.

He smiled. He kissed me. We had one last round before he took me back home. And the ride home is one that I'll never forget.

I felt a dark and gloomy feeling in my chest. It was heavy and consuming. It was as though it was trying to drown me. Wasn't I supposed yo be happy? I mean today was supposed to be the happiest day of my life but instead I was feeling burdened. Like I had just signed my one way ticket to hell.

That feeling. It's the only one I remembered.

The feeling from deep inside when immediately I knew Cade and I wouldn't last.

This was the beginning of the most exclusive story of my life.