I was laying on my side of the big bed my boyfriend and I shared and couldn't sleep. We had a fight earlier today and since then Shawn would ignore me or be angry at me. I didn't even remember why we fought but I was tired of it. I hate fighting with Shawn.
I looked beside me to find Shawn laying on his side, his back turned to me. He was still mad at me. I sighed and closed my eyes to hold back the tears before I slowly scooted over to him.
“Shawn?“ I whispered and laid my hand on his back. I felt him stiffen under my touch but he soon relaxed. He also was awake.
“I can't sleep without you.“ I still got no response.
“Shawn, I'm sorry. I don't want to fight with you anymore, I hate when we fight.“ Nothing. I felt the tears burning in my eyes as I carefully cuddled closer to him.
“Please. I don't wanna go to bed like this, Shawn!“ I cried out.
“You're right. We shouldn't." he turned onto his back.
"I'm sorry!" I whispered to him.
"Come here baby!“ He mumbled and finally pulled me into his arms.
“I'm sorry.“ I buried my head in his chest and hold on to him tight.
“Stop saying that. It wasn't your fault. I should be sorry for making you sad. I hate seeing you cry!“ Shawn's hands laid on my back, comforting me as he placed a little kiss on my head.
“I just love you so much that every time we fight I'm so fucking scared that you could leave me.“ I whispered and suddenly he pulled away from our hug to take my face in his big, warm hands.
“Look at me babe. I promise you that I will never leave you. You're not gonna get rid of me that easily. I love you way too much to ever let you go!“ by now I was crying happy tears, the biggest smile on my face before I pressed my lips softly onto his.
“I love you!“ I smiled before I yawned. Shawn chuckled and pulled me onto him again.
“Let's get some sleep my love, you look tired and it's late already.“ I nodded and got comfortable. I was almost completely laying on top of him, our legs a tangled mess and my head rested onto his chest. One of Shawn's hands were placed around my waist while the other one played with my hair.
“Good night, Shawn!“
“Good night, Y/n!“
I felt him kissing my head again before I fell asleep.
I'm not really happy with how it turned out but I wanted to post it anyway, hope this is okay...😊
