This is the second part to 'Sneaking Away' hope you like it🎈
I let out a heavy sigh and closed my eyes, letting myself fall back onto the couch. I looked over all the books and papers scattered around the whole room.
"I can't do this anymore." I whispered, making Shawn look over to me.
"Don't say that! You can do this, I know it! And-"
"No I can't! I've tried so hard, so many times but I always fail. I'm done!" I yelled before I started crying. I angrily wiped my tears away and stood up, running into my room and closing the door behind me with a loud bang. I didn't want to cry anymore. I cried enough during the last weeks. And I didn't want to look even more weak in front of Shawn than I already was. The last weeks he had helped me with studying for school and it was going well at first but then my grades started going down again. I tried my best to keep up with everything but it got too much to handle.
I heard a soft knock on the door before it opened. I heard Shawn walking in and closing the door softly behind him. I felt the bed dipping beside me but I still had my face pressed into my pillow. I didn't want to look at him because I didn't want him to see me like this, even though he has seen me like this a million times before.
Shawn didn't say a word, knowing that I wouldn't listen. He just rubbed my back softly for a while until he laid down beside me. He kissed my head and pulled me into his arms, holding me tight. I eventually grabbed his hands that were locked around me and squeezed them a little.
"Shawn?"
"Yes?"
"Can we please just run away?" I whispered and heard him sigh heavily behind me.
"Babe, please look at me." I heard him so I turned around to him in his strong grip.
"You know that I would love to. But we can't. It's the middle of your school year."
"I don't care anymore. I need to go away, I can't do this to myself anymore. You helped me so much, you tried everything to be there for me and help me with school stuff and I'm so thankful for you for doing that but I'm done. I can't put my mental health in danger just because of that stupid school." I paused and sat up in my bed.
"So I'm asking you right here, are you coming with me? Because if not that's okay, then I will go alone." I stared into his eyes, waiting for him to answer.
"Shit your parents are going to kill me!"
"So that's a yes?"
"Of course. I won't let you go alone!" I grinned big and threw my arms around him, planting a big kiss onto his cheek.
"Thank you baby!" I smiled before I jumped off and ran over to my closet, opening it and getting a suitcase.
"What are you doing?" Shawn asked me a little confused.
"Packing, duh. I don't wanna stay here any longer. We will get your stuff once we're finished here." I explained and started throwing random pieces of clothing into the big bag.
"Let me help you." Shawn stood up and came over to me.
"And where do you wanna go?" He asked while he watched me running into the bathroom that was connected to my room.
"I don't really know. I thought we could just take your car and start driving somewhere.
"Like a road trip?"
"Exactly!" I zipped up my bag and looked around my room. I quickly slipped on one of Shawn's hoodies and grabbed my phone before turning to Shawn again.
"Okay, let's go!" With that we ran out of the house and put my suitcase into Shawn's jeep before driving off to his condo.
As we arrived there we sprinted into his bedroom and started packing his stuff as well. I got out almost all of his hoodies and placed them inside the bag.
"Babe, what are you doing? I don't think I will need that many hoodies, how long are you planning on staying away?" Shawn frowned at me.
"Oh, they are not for you. They are for me!" He laughed before zipping up the suitcase, ready to go.
"Okay, I'm ready." We locked the door behind us and made our way out to the car. We got in his suitcase before getting in ourselfes and Shawn started the engine.
"Well then, let the adventure begin!"
I'm thinking of continuing this little series, what do you think?
