I opened the door of the apartement my boyfriend and I shared and walked in. I have been out with a few of my friends to celebrate the birthday of one of them. It was late already and I was very tired so I decided to just head to bed. After I brushed my teeth in the bathroom I walked over into the bedroom. As soon as I walked in I had the feeling that something was different than before. I had no idea what. But then it hit me. I smelled a hint of men perfume in the air. A perfume I was really familiar with because Shawn used it every day. The room smelled like Shawn. But that couldn't be. The last time he was in here was three months ago, before he went away for his tour that I couldn't come to because of my job.
I shook my head and just shrugged it off. I probably just imagined that. I miss him so much that I now start to imagine things. I sighed and walked over to the closet to get out some clothes to sleep in. I grabbed a pair of sweatpants as my eyes land on a shirt of Shawn that he didn't took with him. I pulled it over my head and smiled sadly as the soft fabric touched my body and the faint smell hit my nose.
I walked over to the bed and got in. I laid on my side as my gaze fell onto the photo of Shawn and I that was standing on the bedside table. I grabbed it and held it in front of my face. I already felt the tears prickling behind my eyes as I looked at the photo.
I was laughing about something Shawn had said, my head was thrown back and my eyes were closed. I had the biggest smile on my face. Shawn had this cute wide smile on his lips while he looked at me. His eyes were focused just on me and he looked at me with so much love. I still didn't understand what I did to get this lucky to have someone like Shawn in my life and by my side.
I felt a tear sliding down my cheek as I remembered that beautiful moment.
“I miss you, Shawn!“ I whispered and pressed the photo onto my chest before my body started to shake. I couldn't hold back the tears any longer and just cried into Shawn's stuffed animal that was always laying in our bed and that he didn't took with him so I could cuddle with it. I held the soft lion close to me as I tried to calm down when suddenly the blanket on Shawn's side of the bed started to move.
“Don't cry baby, I'm here!“ great, now I was also starting to hear voices. I closed my eyes and cried softly until I felt a familiar pair of arms surrond me from behind.
“I'm here. Don't cry!“ he whispered.
“Shawn??“ I mumbled and turned around.
“Surprise!“ he chuckled softly.
“Oh my god, you're really here? I'm not just dreaming this?“ I cried out and crawled into his arms.
“You're not dreaming, I'm really here. I just missed you and I really wanted to see you! So I took the next flight back home.“ He explained and held me close to him.
“You're crazy!“
“But you still love me.“
“I do! I love you so much! Damn you can't imagine how happy I am right now!“ I laughed and finally looked at him. His curly hair was a giant mess and he looked tired but had this happy smile on his lips and his eyes were shining brightly as he looked down at me. I smiled before I slowly moved my face closer to his. I saw his smile growing bigger before he softly pressed his lips onto mine. I felt all those butterflies flying around my stomach as the kiss grew deeper until we had to pull away breathlessly.
“Gosh I missed this!“ he whispered and pecked my lips again.
“Me too. I can't believe you're here, I'm just so incredible happy right now!“. After a few more mintutes of sweet talking and sharing kisses and 'i love you's we both started to grow tired. Shawn pulled me closer to his chest and I closed my eyes, inhaling his scent. So I wasn't imagining it when I walked into the room...
I felt Shawn's breathing slowing down, telling me that he must have fell asleep. Just before I was also drifting off to sleep I heard him mumbling something into my ear.
“Please come on tour with me!“ I thought about it for a moment before I answered.
“I would love to!“ Shawn pulled me closer into his arms before he mumbled:
“that's great! I can't wait for it! But we need to sleep now.“
“Yeah you're right.“
“Good night princess!“
“Good night my boy. I love you and am so glad you're here!“ I soflty kissed his chest.
“I love you too babygirl!“ was the last thing I heard.
I hope you like this, it didn't turn out like I wanted it but I think it's still pretty cute...🌼
How was your weekend? I was hiking in Austria with my best friend and it was sooo beautiful but damn, now my legs hurt so bad😂
Hope you all have I great day❤
