Entry 36

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Remember when I said I was finally falling out of love with Ashton?

I lied.

I tried to tell myself that so that I would get over him.

It didn't work.

If anything, I fall more in love everyday.

And that's how it will keep going for the rest of my life. All while he gets a new girlfriend, marries her and starts a family with her in a suburban house away from me and the rest of the band.

While I continue going down the same path I've been on since my eyes met his.

I wonder how biology can explain the physical pain you feel in your chest when all you want to do is be with someone.

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