Fans or Family: Tulisa and Me

Chapter 30

Vharreys POV

I had managed to stop my tears. I was sitting in between Tulareth (Tulisa and Gareth).  I felt like drawing. I don't know why, but I just wanted to. "Hey T, do you have and spare paper and a pencil?" I asked looking up at her. "Yea I think so, let me check!" She said and I moved so she could get up. I heard her in the kitchen. She got back a few minutes later with a rubber, pencil, ruler and a few sheets of paper. "I figured you wanted to draw!" She said and sat back down. I nodded and she kissed my head sitting up right.

I sat up straight and held the pencil to the paper. I was right handed, then I noticed I was still wearing the ring. I froze, I stared at the ring. I remembered everything he said, then I remembered the thing he gave me in my hand. I was holding it when I broke down in Tulisa's arms. I quickly got up and walked to the island. Tulareth were right behind me. I got down on my knees. I looked for the key he gaze me and saw it under a stool. I lifted it up and looked it over. Why would he keep this? Why give me it? What was he playing at? I guess I thought out loud as Tulisa asked what I was on about.

I turned around to face her. I guess I had tears falling down my cheeks. I felt Tulisa slip her thumbs over my cheeks. I looked back down to the key. It was engraved. "Our Memory" I slipped my thumb over it. I spaced out thinking. I had seen this before, but where. I looked back up to Tulisa who was still standing there. Gareth now had his hand on her waist. To be honest, it was acutely at her lower hip. That was different, and she was almost pressed against him. I looked back up to her face, she was still looking at me, but with a confused look this time.

"What is it?" Tulisa asked looking down at herself. I shook my head. "Nothing nothing, I was just em, nothing it doesn't matter!" I stuttered and she consciously nodded. "I mean it, it was nothing," I persuaded them. I smiled. It didn't work, I saw in her eyes she was worried and confused. I decided to tease them. "So, how did you guys sleep last night?" I randomly asked then and T looked at Gareth. I knew what happened, it was written all over her face. True Happiness. She was blushing a bit. "Oh good, you?" She asked and I nodded. "Well, apart from the fact that last night I was sleeping with my now cheating ex, good!" I picked those words carefully. I wanted to see her reaction. I saw Gareth tighten his hand around her, and I saw her muscles tighten.

"What's wrong with you guys?" I asked and T started to get nervous. "N, Nothing, why?" She stuttered but I played it cool. "You sure, coz I heard Gareth run upstairs late last night!" I said, and I saw them get a bit uncomfortable. "I was just-" I cut him off. "Guys, it's ok, geez, I was kidding, I know!" T blushed like he'll and I laughed. I still had the key in my hand. I tightened my grip around it. I walked up to Tulisa and whispered in her ear. "Congrats, don't worry, we heard nothing!" I tapped her back and she laughed.

She turned around and smashed into Gareth. "Sorry babe!" She said and giggled a bit. "No, don't be, now I can do this!" I was watching them. I saw Gareth pick her up and sit her on the island. He pushed his lips against hers. It was kinda cute, seeing them happy, kept me happy.

Tulisa's POV

Gareth lifted me onto the Island. He crashed our lips together and I kissed him back. I lifted my hands to his face, he slipped his under my shirt. He rested his hands my bare waist and kept them there. I forgot about Vharrey in that comment. I felt the kiss start to get deeper. I slipped my hands to the top of his shirt. I was about to undo the top button when I pulled away, but saw Vharrey sitting on the couch looking down.

I hopped down from the island with his help. I walked over to her and saw her write names down. "What you writing babe?" I asked her and she jumped. "Sorry, I thought you were practically undressing him!" She smiled and looked up at me. She was upset, I could tell. "So, what you writing?" I asked and she looked down to the paper. "Places I've been with Andrew, I need to know why he gave me this!" She handed me a key. I looked it over and saw the engraving. "Our Memory" I said out loud and she nodded. "I can't figure it out, and it's killing me!" She said I sat beside her and grabbed her hand.

"What's the main thing?" I asked and she looked at me. "I just can't believe the person I was sleeping with was cheating on me, after everything we have been through?" "It doesnt make sense!" She finished and my.heart flinched a bit. "I mean to be fair, sleeping with him means nothing unless you 'Sleep' with him!" I said putting the 'sleep' in more detail. Tears formed in her eyes then streamed down her cheeks. My mind jumped to conclusions. "OMG Vharrey you didn't?" I asked and she cried a bit before answering. "No no we didn't, it's just, to be honest, I was probably close to being that stupid once!" She said and I sighed. She was too young for this, to feel this way.

"Vharrey-" She cut me off. "Listen I know you guys are gonna say I'm too young for that and I should be careful, but believe me I know. That's why I stopped, I'm not stupid or anything, I just got caught in the comment before!" She sighed and looked down then froze. "What is it?" I asked, I wanted to know, this wasn't just killing her. "I know why he gave me this key!" She said shaking, holding the key tight in her hand.