Fans or Family: Tulisa and Me

Chapter 32

Vharreys POV

I needed to go to that cabin. I didn't have a choice. When you are given something for a reason and you figure it out, you gotta go there. I got told after Andrew left that i was going to be with Tulareth for the rest of my summer. She would keep me until a week before i went.back to school. I was dreading it, i needed someone there. I needed her there.

The point was that we had plenty of time left for summer, but I didn't have time left. This was eacting me alive. I text my mum all the time, but I didn't tell her about Andrew. She said Tulisa's could take me places, as long as I told her first. The site where we were was in America. I was a bit nervous about going there, because I hate flying, but it would be worth it. If she ever lets me.

Tulisa's POV

I saw get list in her own thought, I got lost in mine too. I needed to think, not like her cousin, as her mother. To me, she was my daughter when she was here, and she couldn't change that, not now. I made my mind up. "Vharrey, I don't think we should go to that site, it's too dangerous for you!" I broke her concentration and she looked up at me. "What do you mean?" She asked, clearly upset about it.

"I mean that, what would this prove when we get to the cabin, and nothing's there?" I asked her and I saw she got hit. I saw in her eyes that her heart got hit. She was going to put the walls back up. "Vharrey, the point is. What if you get there and there's nothing. When you came to me about that message I saw you build your walls up. You just weren't fast enough because he still got through. This nearly killed you Vharrey, if we go there, it could prove he is a cheater, or not. And if he is how do I know that you will make it through it this time?" I was saying everything at once. I had to get through to her before she builds those walls up to close everything and everyone out. I heard her sigh.

"T, if anything, me not going there, will be what kills me. I have no proof. I have a message from some girl, that could be a prank, or a best friend and ex boyfriend that lies to me. I dobt no which one he is, and that's what is going to kill me!" She took a deep breath then pulled away. "Sorry for shouting T, I just need to know!" Her voice was merely a whisper. Soft and quiet, but loud enough to hear.

I could see in her eyes that she needed this. And if she finds out the truth and falls, I'll be there to catch her. "Fine V, but I'll need to ask your mum first, I can't just take you out of the country never mind Europe, without telling her!" I laughed and so did she. She pulled me back for a hug and i hugged back. I was glad she came yo me, I'm glad I met her. If it wasent for her, me and Gareth might never have gotten together. I wouldn't be the person I am. She has changed me, she has brought down some if my walls, just like I have brought down some of hers. I needed to do this for her. I would do it for her.

I got out my fone and text her mum when Vharrey went into the kitchen. I quickly hit sent as she handed me my drink. "What game you playing?" She asked sitting beside me. "None, was just going to go on insta, why?" I asked as she snuggled up to me. "No reason!" She smiled and I smiled back. I went on my private insta first. I checked the messages and everything then logged out. I went into my public page and looked over some stuff. I read a few comments. I had some hates, but then quickly forgot about them as I saw the N-Dubletts stick up for me. I saw one comment and quickly got out the picture before Vharrey saw. "T, what was that?" Vharrey asked lifting her head from my shoulders. "What? Oh that, nothing, just your usual comment, nothing to worry about!" I kmissed her head and she nodded. She settled back down.

Vharreys POV

I settled my head back on her shoulder. Then I got an idea. I git up and grabbed Tulisa's laptop off the coffee table in front if us. She watched me as I went into google. I brought up a site and typed Castle.

"Babe, what you watching?" She asked me as she saw a video load. "I was gonna watch Castle. The shows awsome I love it, I think you might like it aswell!" I said looking beside me and up a bit till I reached her eyes. "Ok, press play and we can watch it, nothing better to do!" She teased and I nudged her with my shoulder. I pressed play and the episode started. I rested my head back on Tulisa's shoulder. She pulled her fone out, replied to a message I think then put it down beside her. She smiled at me then turned her gaze to the screen.

We watched all of Season 1 and half of Season 2. It was the beat time we had spent together. We both laughed at how Castle would tease Detective Beckett, so she would tease him back. I loved this show, and I think I got T to love it too.