"Oh no.." I say before Peeta pauses me "What where you doing out this late? i was worried sick" he gets up "I was taking a walk around I couldnt sleep bae" i say hoping he'll believe me "Yeah kat stop lying i saw you and Gale in the woods earlier I didnt mention it because I trusted you now Im starting to regret it" he gets up walking away "Peeta please!" i grab his hand and he pulls back pushing me. I fall to the floor and notice his eyes are dark and cloudy "YOU FILTHY MUTT YOU KILLED MY FAMILY I HATE YOU" he shouts grabbing my neck and squeezing it with both his hands I gag holding his hands trying to let lose "PEETA" i say weakly let me go suddenly he stops chocking me. I turn around coughing and finding my breath again I cant even talk. I see peeta's eyes all widen looking all sorry before collapsing in tears. "Peeta is not your fault.." i say rubbing his back. "I dont wanna hurt you katniss i dont even wanna look at you I feel as i have caused all the pain here" he says getting up. I hug him before he could say anything else. I promised myself I wouldnt care about the flashbacks but they're getting worse... How would i manage to keep up? so many mixed emotions right now I say looking down. "Katniss forgive me" he says "I forgive you Peeta.." i say with a low voice. He knows im not okay but he just sucks it and we lay on the couch watching tv. Peeta must've forgotten why i was up this late. I'll just try to forget about it too. I don't want him losing my trust either.
***Later that night***
Im laying on Peeta thinking about everything that happen. Gale kissing me, Peeta losing his mind i just cant think straight. Gale was a great friend but I love Peeta and he has to understand that. I peck Peeta on the lips not waking him up. He sleeps so beautifully. I rub his face falling in a trance then I tuck my face on his neck falling asleep at the sound of his heartbeat..
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Our Love After Mockingjay
FanfictionKatniss is still recovering from the war of the rebellion and her lose for her sister.. will she ever love Peeta again? will she recover from her misery? We all need a reason to hold on and to not let go. All we have to do is find that reason. [I do...
