"Real or not real, Do you love me?." "Real" I say. Just as im about to kiss Peeta I see him turning into a Mutt. We're back in the arena and he's chasing me when he reaches me I finally wake up. Same old routine as before.
Gale left couple of days a good he was a good company for a while. Until we had a big argument and he went back go district 13 where they needed him. He's the bomb guy now. Just the thought of him building nuclear bombs that could kill people and many other things just disgust me. I feel depression coming upon my shoulders.
Its been a month now and still there's no update about Peeta. I feel incomplete, I feel like i'm missing my other half. I've lost a lot of weight since i haven't been eating much. Peeta cooked everything for me, he babied me too much i'd say.
"Hello sweetheart" I hear Haymitch's sober voice come from the door he looks at me and notice i'm spaced out. "I have a surprise for you." "Haymitch I don't have time for surprises I gotta get going" i grab my bow and arrows when I'm about to walk out the door I see Peeta standing there. Looking shy and now backing away from me. "PEETA!" I hug him so tight i might scare him off. "Easy sweetheart he's in a state of shock. Although he's not having any attacks for the past month.. we still have to see" he says "I don't care" I can see him smiling at me and brushing my hair off my face. I feel his warm palm on my face. I grab his arm he's still touching my face I close my eyes and I feel safe again. "He doesn't talk much but, we have to help him figure stuff out" "Okay Haymitch"
Peeta stays with me but he doesn't say much. I hate how everything falls under him. Instead of everything I did came upon my family. It came back around the boy with the bread, the love of my life.. i hate myself for what had happened. Why couldn't it be me? I don't deserve to live. He sleeps on the couch he felt comfortable there. I couldn't sleep so i grabbed a chair and sat beside him. Instead I was the one taking care of him, Watching him, Feeding him, giving him all my love and affection. He needed me this time I needed to remain stronger than ever.
A/N: // Read my latest story 'Hijacked' Peeta's POV of his hijacking please comment and read :) //
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