She's My Girlfriend!

Chapter 46: I Like You!

—-Jemma's Point of View:

I was on the opposite side of the room of her. She wasn't looking at me as she stared at the ceiling, her back being braced against the door.

Jedean's chest was rising up and down quickly... I wasn't really sure if it was because of what I just said to her... or because of before, maybe it was part of both? 'Do I really want to know what the answer was?' most likely yes and no. I shook my head as I leaned up against the window sill. I crossed my arms over my torso as I gave her wondering look.

"Oh... Uhm, what is it?" Her voice sounded as if she was on the other side of the house, low and barely audible.

I rolled my eyes as I gave out a pathetic laugh. I gave her look and noticed that she had a face that expressed her feelings; she really wanted me to say it out loud. I grinded my teeth as I pushed myself off the wall, pulling the covers back to the bed. I tossed the 'décor' pillows onto the floor and laid down, not bothering to know that she was confused.

"Jemma?"

"Just, nevermind. It was a mistake to bring it up. Can we just go to sleep?" I asked her as I felt the bed move slightly, indicating she was now on the bed as well.

"I don't know why you can't just say it out loud." She said as she turned off the lamp.

I looked over my shoulder to see her still in a sitting position. I groaned in annoyance as I pushed myself up on my arms. She gave me a look as she watched my sit up fully in front of her.

"What do you want me to say? That I like you? Because I know that you know who I was talking about..." I somewhat shouted at her.

Her eyes were in a wide state as she looked at me.

I felt so fucking stupid right now. I can't believe I'm doing this! "I know that I'm all knew to this and you probably think it's a fucking joke because I told you I was straight, but I just don't think... I'm really as straight as I thought I was." I closed my eyes and let out a breath, my eyes reopening to see her soft blue ones concentrating on me.

I tried to swallow the lump in my throat as I continued on with my humliational speech. "And... I think that as I spent more time with you, my feelings kept building and building that it was starting to suffocate me. I guess you were right after all, eh?"

"Right about what?" She asked as she brought her knees to drape her arms on.

I tried to read what her face was saying, but she was learning how to hide her emotional reactions much better now. I shrugged my shoulders to show my annoyance.

"About how you thought I was at least bisexual." Jedean scratched the back of her neck as she looked at some spot on the comforter. I was beginning to get restless as I watched this blank unreadable look on her face.

"Look, this was stupid to bring up, I'm sorry. Let's just go to bed and forget about it, alright?" I turned back around and laid down fully again, my back facing her. I sighed as I closed my eyes, my nerves racking my body as I tried to go to sleep as quickly as possible.
My eyes shot open though when I felt a light weight drape over my waist. I looked over my shoulder to see her eyes shining closely to me. I felt my eyes grow heavy as I focused on her body being closer now.

"It's ok to say you like me, Jemma. I like you too." She whispered in my ear. I felt my chest tug as I turned around in her arms. She had a serious face as she looked down at me. I gasp when she leaned forward, tugging lightly on my lower lip; her hand moving from my hips to my cheek.

----- Warning: Minor SC----

"Please don't play with my emotions right now, Dean. I already feel strange as it is... so please, if you're not serious-." She cut me off as she rolled her eyes, pushing me on my back and climbing on top of me, kissing up my neck. I closed my eyes as I moved my hands to her back, scratching my fingers down it. I tried to contain my moaning, but that was just... getting too damn hard now. "Jedean..." Her hands were diving in my shirt, pushing it up above my stomach as she nipped at my collarbone. I felt my neck roll back so that she had more access to it. What edged me the most was that I did it instinctively... My eyes watched as her hands went higher up my torso, finger nails scraping along my skin.

"I'm not playing with your emotions." She stopped her hands as she sat up, her weight now laying solely on my hips. "It's just that this is new for me too."

I gave her a confused expression, earning a smile from her.

"I have never actually liked someone before. Usually with me, I'd either want in someone's pants or they'd want in mine and then we'd go from there.

Please get that look off your face..." She said as she frowned, obviously noting the sad look I had.

"So... I was right then? You really just want in my pants?" I asked as I bucked my hips at her, trying to get her off of me. I immediately regretted doing that though... I felt a jolt run through my entire body, my eyes widening as I watched Jedean seeming to have the exact same reaction as my own. Her jaw was clenched and her eyes shut tight as her hands held mine strongly above my head.

"Don't do that please..." She whispered, barely audible to my ears. I swallowed the lump in my throat as I tried to relax under her weight. "Look, if you'd let me finish talking, you'd understand what I'm trying to say to you..." She looked down at me with a strange glimmer in her eyes that I couldn't understand. "As I was trying to explain... it's new to me too... to like someone like this. I'm just as scared as you are right now. And yes, I can tell you're terrified. I'm a very sexual person. Or I mean I was anyway.

I wouldn't force myself on you in any way unless you one hundred percent wanted me to... you mean a lot to me and I don't fully understand it yet, but I want to explore it..." She said as she released the strength she had on my hands, but didn't pull them away. I laid under her as we looked at each other, as if to call each other's bluffs.

A/N: Uhmmmm.. Is Jedean and Jemma ready for stage 2?