She's My Girlfriend!

Chapter 63: Lover's Quarrel!

"Problem in paradise?" I heard someone say behind me. I turned to see Daney leaning against the wall, wearing shorts and a night shirt. I sighed as I rubbed my face in frustration.

Then I looked at her, grabbed her arm and pulled her into her room. "I guess you want to talk?" She laughed as I shut her door.

"I have ... a problem that I need your help on." I said as I paced her room now. I was digging my hands into my hair as I was trying to get out the words I needed to say.

"Okay..." She said as she leaned against the dresser. "What's the problem?"

"I think... I mean... I feel... ugh! I can't figure out how to say it and I'm just all over the place and Jemma got mad at me for making out with some guy, when I didn't and now she's tipsy and I told her she didn't need to explain anything to me because we aren't in a relationship but I want to be?" I looked up at Daney, who looked as if she was about to laugh. "It's not funny" I sighed.

"It's kind of funny." She said as she smiled at me. I sighed in frustration as I laid on her bed.

"Look, you obviously have a hard time showing her how you feel. You're the guarded type, right?" She asked as she took a seat next to me. All I did was nod my response. "Well, how do you show your friends you care for them?"

"Uhm... I don't." I said as I looked elsewhere when she turned around to look at me with a shocked face.

"God you really are screwed... Jemma is the type where she wears her feelings on her sleeve. And if you ever want to be with her, you have to learn to be like that with her..."

I sat up as she looked at me.

"You think I should tell her that I think I'm in love with her?" I said as I ran my hands through my hair again, making it messy.

"Do you really think you are?" I looked at her briefly, before playing with hands.

"I think so... I mean like I have never felt this strongly for... well anyone in my life. That is what annoys me though; I mean I'm seventeen years old? That's stupid to have these feelings, isn't it? It's that just fake in love high school shit?"

"I'm guessing Jemma didn't tell you after all." Daney said as she stood up, facing me. I raised my brow at that until she smiled. She went on to tell me about some girl named Vanessa that she fell in love with at the age of 15, how they dated for over three years, and how she lost her because she couldn't tell her mom how she felt about Vanessa.

I swallowed the lump in my throat as Daney smiled a sad frown and took a seat on her bed. "I'm still in love with her." She laughed as she ran a hand through her hair.

I gave her a look as she eyed me.

"I'm sorry..." Was all I could seem to say. "Why didn't you tell your mom?"

"Because, I was a chicken shit. I was scared to express my feelings because I thought my mom would have a heart attack... So, she left that day. Packed her bags and got on the next flight to New York City and I haven't spoken to her since then.

My point is, if you like Jemma, Jedean, then just tell her. I promise you, she feels the exact same way.

Don't let pride, or doubt, or fears get in the way of you two being happy. Don't let your age dictate you. If all you want to do is party and sleep with people, then let those feelings being said before things get worse." She said as she opened her door, indicating that I should just go to bed.

I stood up, not really feeling much better at all. I looked up at her and smiled a depressed smile before walking out. "One more thing Jedean."

"What?" I asked as I turned around to look at her.

"I know that you hate partying and I know that what you're feeling is confusing. But, I know you think she's worth it and you're worrying yourself out because you feel that's what you should do. Some advices for you though; don't do things because you feel they are what's best. Do things because you know you want it and its best for you personally. Night" She said as she shut the door.

I stood there with my mind running fifteen million miles an hour. I didn't sleep at all, but I did figure out what I needed to do... I want to be with Jemma.

A/N: Good advice Daney!!! But, what if it's too late already for Jedean?
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