Beautiful Disaster

Prologue

The first time I met him I would've never imagined we would end up here.

I promise you I wasn't looking for him and yet there he was. Tall, handsome, and ready to break down all my walls. People say love finds you at the weirdest times and they were right.

Love found me when I least expected it and turned my whole world upside down before I could stop it.

I guess that's what love is though isn't it? Falling so hard for someone and giving them the power to hurt you but hoping they don't.

Of course this was my fault though. I did agree to his proposal but I thought I was smarter than him. I thought I was playing the game but instead I got played. I would've never imagined this would be the outcome of me agreeing to do this.

My first mistake was thinking I could let my guard down. I thought all I had to do was keep up this fake act with the towns player, graduate, then move far away and never look back but life was never that easy.

This is why revenge was never the answer because it always backfired.

You see, I just had to fall in love with him. I was foolish enough to actually think gambling with my heart was worth it.

He had girls falling at his feet and could easily replace me with someone else in a matter of seconds. That was my second mistake. I got too comfortable being with him. It was supposed to be fake yet everything felt so real with us.

I was screwed.

Now as I sit here and think about him I know my life could've been different.

I liked stability but he was so unpredictable. I was normally the girl who fell in love while the one she loved didn't love her back.

We were so different yet alike. I guess that's what made me fall for him.

I knew maybe later in our story I'd regret it but I took that chance. I have become so familiar with the 6- letter word that at this point I should have it tattooed on my forehead.

Now you're probably confused as to why I hold so much hatred towards one person but that's entirely the opposite what I feel.

Our story isn't about hatred, it's about love.

The kind of love that everyone wishes they could experience but after they do, they wish they hadn't. The kind of love that leaves you wondering 'what if'. The kind of love that you only get to experience once, if ever, in life.

This story isn't about a boy who meets girl and they live happily ever after. This is about boy meets girl and they ruin each other for life.

He wasn't perfect but neither was I. I can admit things got ugly at times but he always felt so beautiful to me.

Welcome to our story. You need to wake up and smell the disaster because I promise you, it's coming.
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Okay so, I figured I wanted to give this a try since writing and reading are a major part of my life. I want to say if you do choose to read this book give it a chance. I'm all for cliches and that crap but I'll be sure to make it kind of believable. My goal is not only to show the beautiful side of love but also to show the ugliest. So yeah let's see how this goes lol. Comment. Vote. ❤️