TOUR [ H.S ]

27. Bangkok,Thailand part two.

Katie:

"Can you help me tie the strings babe?" Asked Harry nicely as he walked over to me with his phone in his right hand and i nodded.

I didn't know if he was texting her right now or if he was texting someone else but i was feeling extremely paranoid at this moment and i know i shouldn't feel this way because i trust Harry.He would never cheat on me,he's not like that at all but..ugh i fucking hate myself for even doubting him right now.I try to understand things before jumping into conclusions but this was Camille..super hot french model and she is so pretty,what type of guy wouldn't want to date her ?

I looked at Harry and his face was on concentration mode as he kept typing to god knows who,i tied the strings on his shirt and softly patted him on the chest so that he knew that i was done.

I'm acting so salty right now and i shouldn't be like this but i just thought he could just be honest with me you know? I've been telling him the truth all this time and i never kept any secrets from him but was he really uncomfortable not telling me any secrets that he has?

"Thanks love." he kissed my forehead and i smiled lightly,he then frowned when he noticed my facial expression changing after he kissed me and he placed his phone down on the table beside us.

He wrapped his toned arms around my waist,bringing our bodies closer together until our heads were now resting against each other's, "What's wrong darling?"asked Harry as his thumb rubbed small circles around my waist and i sighed looking at him.

"You'll always be honest with me right ?" I asked him and i saw him gulped, "You won't lie to me right? You will tell me if anything is bothering you right?" I asked him curiously and he licked his lips not making any sort of eye contact with me and believe me,Harry was always the master of eye contacts especially during conversations but this time ..he wasn't even looking at me and that hurt a lot.

Ouch

He then looked at me nervously,"Y-yeah." He stuttered and i felt my heart sank.

He lied.

"H-harry.."i said with a cracked voice.
His facial expression softened immediately after he noticed i was starting to cry. "Katie ..what's going on?" Asked Harry with a worried look on his face and i closed my eyes sighing,i couldn't believe him right now.

"Harry..please just stop and tell me the truth." I told him seriously and he gulped once again, "Baby i don't know what you saw please just-" he said quickly. "Harry." I said sternly this time and he furrowed his eyebrows at my tone.

He immediately let go of my waist and started breathing heavily,of course he has never seen this side of me before.I was angry,hurt and i felt useless.I can't believe that he was actually acting so oblivious when he clearly knows the ONE thing he was doing behind my back. I walked closer to him and looked at him in the eye,the room was completely silent.Not a single sound at all except for the sounds of our heavy breathing.

"You went through my phone didn't you?"he questioned me with a frown on his face and i shook my head in disbelief,is he actually serious?

"Are you joking? No i didn't even lay a finger on your phone,why does it matter anyway? Cause you've got lots to hide?" I questioned him with my eyebrows furrowed and he stopped whatever he was about to say,he knew exactly what i was trying to imply.

"Everyone is supposed to have their own privacy when it comes to having a phone,there are private and confidential information in there Kat." He said with an annoyed tone in voice and i chuckled already getting angry at the fact that he was obviously trying to let the main story get pushed aside.

"Oh yeah? Then is texting your ex girlfriend behind my back private and confidential information to you?" I asked him as i crossed my arms across each other,looking at him straight in the eyes,"Tell me Harry,is it ?" I asked him again and he kept quiet.

Harry:

I knew i should have just told her the truth,i shouldn't have kept this a secret.I know that Kat was always understanding and she wouldn't judge me but..i've been through this scenario so many times in the past and it never ends well.

I trust Kat,i really do but i am scared she would get angry that Camille was suddenly texting me. Obviously i replied to her but only in a friendly way of course,i have a girlfriend now and although Camille doesn't know that Katie and I are dating .. it's fine.I texted her back saying that i am happy on tour with people who make me very happy and she needed to know that i didn't need her.

"Listen to me before this turns up into a misunderstanding fight and trust me Kat,we do not want that to happen." I said seriously and she kept quiet which meant that she was willing to give me a chance to say what i want to say.

Thank fuck

"Yes,it is my mistake.I didn't tell you the truth and i hate myself so much for it but Kat,you know i trust you and i hate keeping things from you.I know how honest and truthful you've been with me lately and i really appreciate that.I've been through this in my past relationships and it all went downhill just because of a text,i tried telling them the truth but none of them listened.The reason why i never told you about Camille texting me was because i didn't want to lose you,i am terrified.I was a fucking mess when i lost you..i can't imagine losing you over a text message from my EX girlfriend." she wiped her tears away,i hated myself for making her cry.

She deserved to be angry at me for keeping this from her,i know for a fact i would be pissed off if her ex ever texted her.

I wrapped my arms gently around her waist and placed my forehead against hers as i sighed placing a strand of hair behind her ear, "You know i'm not like that ..i would never do that to you,sure..even though Camille and I lasted a whole year,after all she has done..i could never go back to her.As a friend,yea maybe i'm willing to be friends with her but i can't date her again.I now have someone who is so loving,truthful and understanding in my life and i am very blessed that somehow the universe has brought the two of us together." I said to her and i saw a smile being formed on her face and my heart fluttered at the sight of her.

"It is my fault and you have every right to be angry with me but please don't let this ruin what we have." I said to her softly and she placed one hand on my cheek, "I am so sorry for not understanding your side of the story,i really am Harry.You know i'm never the type to just accuse anyone but i guess i was just so scared of losing you,my mind was just blanked.But god.. i'm so happy i kept my fucking mouth shut and listened to you." She said and i laughed at how cute she was being right now.

"It's okay love,what matters is that from now on .. i will always be honest with you.No more secrets or lies,if it ever happens again.. slap me." I said seriously and she started laughing out loud ,she looked so beautiful whenever she laughed.

Her hair would fall behind her shoulders and her eyes would crinkle,she looked so happy. "I love you." I told her with a genuine smile and she stopped laughing to look at me with the widest smile plastered on her face,"I love you too idiot." She replied as she grabbed my face and kissed me passionately.