TOUR [ H.S ]

70. Labor.

Harry:

"Thank you so much for coming,i'll see you later love!" i said my goodbye's to Alexa just for now because i knew that i was going to be seeing her later at the after party.

Everyone was starting to head out to their own after parties and just as i was about to head to the toilet,i noticed Harris running rapidly at me with a worried look plastered on his face. "H-harry!" He shouted,placing a hand on my shoulder as he tried to regain his breath back from the running.

"Hey what's going on? You alright?" I asked him worriedly as i held his arm up.

"I'm fine,i-it's Katie." Said Harris and i furrow my eyebrows with confusion.

What happened to Katie ? I mean what could possibly go wr- the baby.

"Where is she? What hospital? Harris i can't miss this-" i asked Harris in a rushed tone as i got ready to walk out, "Get in the car,she's been rushed to the nearest hospital already.Go be there by her side Harry." Answered Harris and i nodded my head.

"Take my spot for the after party,tell my friends i'm so sorry i can't make it." I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek and he nodded his head,giving me a thumbs up as i ran out of the venue and immediately entered into the car.

Katie:

"No i refuse to give birth to this baby if Harry isn't by my side." i said clearly to the nurse and she looked at Jeff worriedly.

I was in pain,in fact as  dramatic as it sounds but i felt like i was going to fucking die.My contractions became worse when the bodyguards helped carry me onto the wheelchair and it took them 15 minutes to register me into a delivery room.I knew Harris told Harry that i was in labor but i didn't know if he could make it here,if he doesn't show up..i'd be very upset.He was talking to Kendall a lot tonight and i feel like that could probably be the only reason why he would not show up. I don't wanna make any false accusations about my own boyfriend but i was really going through a lot now and i am feeling overly emotional about almost every single thing.

"Kat,you're dilated just enough to push the baby out and waiting for hi-" explained Jeff worriedly and i couldn't help but just cry.

His facial expressions instantly softened when he noticed my tears. "This wasn't suppose to h-happen here.." i whimpered as i wiped my tears with the back of my hand and Jeff placed his hand on my shoulder,massaging it gently to comfort me.

"Honey..i know it's hard to not have your partner by your side but it is our job to make sure that your baby comes out safely and healthy,many things could go wrong if you don't attempt a push in the next five minutes or so.I'm really sorry that you're feeling like this but you have to try okay?" Explained the nurse and i just looked at her,my bottom lip quivering in fear.

I didn't know what to do or say to her because she was right,i have to try to push this baby out with or without Harry by my side.A part of me was dying inside just knowing that i'll have to give birth to my son without Harry here.

I nodded my head slowly and i placed my head down on the cushion.

It wasn't supposed to be this way..i shouldn't even be in New York giving birth.I should be in Westminster with Anne and Harry by my side,everything was all planned out.It's moments like this where i wish my mother was right by my side,holding my hand and whispering sweet reassuring words to me.

"Alright,spread your legs out for me Katie." Instructed the doctor as he wore a pair of new latex gloves.

I did what he told me to do and i looked up at the ceiling,taking in a deep breath before closing my eyes.

Flashback

"Daddy's gonna spoil you a whole lot." said Harry as he rubbed both of his hands around my belly and i chuckled quietly.

It was currently 2:53 am and Harry had just came home from a fitting for the Met Gala and we were now laying down in bed with Big Mouth playing in the background.It was moments like this where i really will just cherish forever,chilled nights with your loved.

Nothing seems better than this.

"Hey?" Called Harry as he continued to gently rub my belly.

"Yeah?" I answered him back,running my fingers  through his curls.

"Do you ever think about how we'll be as parents? Like how we would be on the first night when we bring our baby back home?" Asked Harry as he gently caressed the sides of my belly with his delicate fingers.

"Honestly,yes i have but i can't help but admit that i am also really terrified for what is about to come. I'm the baby and i'm raising the baby,how is that possible?" I said to him and he giggled against my skin,feeling the vibration of his laughter against my skin.But then i took a quick glance at him,placing a hand on his cheek as i gently stroked it with my thumb.

"But i'm ready to raise this child with you." i whispered and he raised his head up to look at me,a grin spreading across his face.

"I am too my love." he whispered  before placing a soft kiss on my belly.

End of flashback

I opened my eyes and looked to my side to see Jeff holding his hand out so that i could hold it and i immediately took his hand in mine,harshly squeezing it.

Sorry jeff,you might need a new hand after this.

"You're the strongest woman i've ever met Katie,i hope you know that."he whispered into my ear,giving me a light kiss on my forehead and i blinked away a few tears as i listened to him.

"Alright Katie,i'm going to need you to take a deep breath in and then push as hard as you can as you breathe out." instructed the doctor and i nodded my head nervously.

I took a deep breath in and then attempted my first push as i breathed out,causing a loud groan to escape from me at this odd feeling i was experiencing in my lower region.

Just as i was about to attempt my second push,the hospital door was swung open and then came in Harry.