TOUR [ H.S ]

8.Manchester.

Harry:

We were almost done with the Europe leg of the tour,and man it was a wild journey.I ended things with Camille just weeks ago and I must admit.. it still hurt like a bitch.Constantly pondering on why love never worked out me.I felt like i perpetually give my everything to my loved ones but they never give that same love back or at least show it,it got tiring for me emotionally and mentally.I hated placing myself out there for women who only stayed with me for my appearance,money and well mainly money.

However,I am eminently grateful that my friends and my family were there to help me through that stage of my life.The whole breakup got me out of focused on tour and if it wasn't for them,I would've been an absolute train wreck.

Speaking of friends,Kat was there for me.I remembered the night when I ended things with Camille and she came to my hotel room just to make sure that I was doing okay and of course i lost it in front of her like a fucking baby. I've never cried in front of my friends before and it terrified me knowing that I broke down in front of her..someone whom i barely knew,but she didn't make fun of me or told me to man up.. she just held me and reassured me.Also remembering the way she wiped my tears and stayed the night with me just to make sure I would be okay,and I still think about it till this day.I doubt she does,because i know she takes her job very seriously but I can't help but think that she maybe felt as safe as I did that night.

I remember it all.

Brushing my thoughts away as i got up from the cushy mustard couch and headed towards the kitchen.Immediately seeing Mitch and Clare talking at the lunch table.I also couldn't help but notice Kat and Lou discussing about my fit tonight at the lounge area.

I watched her held up a bright red suit for tonight because today was really special,we were playing at home.I really missed being home,and I couldn't wait to see my family tonight.Kat noticed that I was the in the room,her eyes catching my attention before she waved at me to walk to her.
"What's up?"
"I was thinking how about you should wear red for tonight??" suggested Kat and I nodded in agreement with a smile.Eyeing the suit properly and feeling the texture of the fabric with my ring clad fingers.

"I really like this,it's simple."I said. "Well obviously you have to like it because I chose it." she responded sarcastically and i couldn't help but let out a chuckle,still keeping my gaze on her as she hung the blazer around the hanger.

"Haz?"called Lou,waving her hands in front of my face and I immediately paid my attention back to her.She had a puzzled look on her face, "Yea um sorry,anyways Anne and Gemma are gonna be coming really soon."Kat's eyes lit up like an excited kid on Christmas morning the moment she heard that,"Like soon soon?? Oh my god I can't wait to meet your mother!" she shrieked with excitement,then realising she was a tad bit loud and I smirked.

"Sorry I mean yeah I'm really excited to meet them." she added shyly,her cheeks now turning a light shade of pink.

"I can't wait for you to meet them too."