TOUR [ H.S ]

47. Westminster,London.

Katie:

"I figured we could go on a gal's holiday with Gems, Chloe,my friend Amanda and i.This could get your mind occupied and it's going to be so much fun love."

I made it back to Gemma's place and of course knowing Anne,she knew i was in town so she came to accompany me.

I told them about what Harry had decided to do and they were really really hurt hearing that he would do something like that,i get that he was hurt but to command me to leave was just absolutely heartbreaking.Did he really not want to do anything with me? Just because of a mistake that we both had done and he was afraid to admit it.

At the mean time,i'm staying with Gemma and Michael.I felt pretty bad at first but then Gemma was practically begging me to stay with her till i felt better so i just agreed.

"Yeah that seems nice..thanks for doing this Anne, you really didn't have to." I thanked her and she nodded,sending me a small smile, "Alright drop the fake smile and talk to me." said Anne as she took the cup away from my hands and placing it on the table,taking my hands in hers.

I sighed out frustratingly,"It just sucks you know? I expected him to be the last person to ever walk out on me.He acted like as if i made this mistake alone and not him.I owned up to this but when i tried to tell him that inside he's just a coward,he runs away and play the victim." I ranted out and Anne nodded understandingly.

"I-i don't know how to tell you this but when we were both arguing,i saw this side of him that i've never seen before.He was so angry and broken,it was like looking at my dad.My dad left my mom with Katherine and I just after Katherine was born,he was a coward.But a part of me sort of understood why he was like that,his parents brought him up that way. However,until this day i don't think i can ever forgive him for what he has done to my family and i. I don't want the same thing to happen to my own kid especially with Harry.." i explained to her,sighing out and sinking my fingers through my hair.

"I don't ever want my son to remind you of your dad.I never told any of Harry's old partners this but i thought i'd tell you this-my ex husband Des,he left the kids and i.It took me a very long time to forgive him for what he had done but eventually i did because i saw that he had tried to come back into our lives and still provide Harry and Gemma with their college funds and you know..Harry had his support when he joined the X Factor.I'm not saying you should forgive your dad or harry but what i'm trying to say is that everybody deserves a second chance." Said Anne and i nodded slowly,i couldn't give her an immediate answer because i was still angry at Harry and especially my dad.

It's difficult for me and i'm still not over everything that has just happened,especially losing my mom.

"Hey babes." Greeted Gemma as she walked into the kitchen,she was all dressed up in her comfy winter clothes.I had no idea where she was heading to but i told her i just wanted to stay at home with Anne and she understood me.