TOUR [ H.S ]

75.Packing up.

UPDATE

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Harry:

"I'm going to miss you Alex."

Today was my last day to spend time with my family. I was going to head to Japan with my team to start working on the second album.I've had a long break since the tour ended and my team figured it would be a great time for me to start writing some songs.However,i am going to miss my family and Kat terribly but there's really nothing much i can do because Kat was going to start working with Harris as well,so i can't bring her along with me.

"Your grandma and mommy is going to take good care of you when i'm gone for awhile,i promise you."i whispered to Alex and my body jolts in shock when j heard a soft knock against the bedroom door,causing me turn around and face Katie.

"Hi love,you okay?"i greeted her as i continued to pack my belongings into my luggage.

"Uhm yeah i'm alright,thanks for helping me to put Alex to sleep." i nodded my head,giving her a reassuring smile.

I'm not even gonna lie,Katie's mood has been completely off these past few days.I didn't know why she was being a little distant from me,but i didn't want to bother her and ask her why felt that way because i knew she had lots of things going through her head right now and me questioning her would just end up in an argument.

Katie:

How does he do it?

He hasn't mentioned anything about how things will be when he goes away or if he would miss the family? I know i sound so fucking selfish and clingy but i don't want him to go.

I've been so used to having him around me 24/7 and knowing that i won't get to see him for 2-3 months was already killing me inside.I mean,we could face-time and text each other but it just wouldn't be the same.Was he not thinking about the future at all?

His face was just blank as i watched him pack his belongings into his luggage.I have every right to be worried about him going away. I trust him,i really do but i worry a lot.I don't ever want something to mess this relationship up,we've made it this far and we even have a son in the picture.

I watched Harry held up his faded white rolling stone t-shirt that i had worn for our first date and everything just felt bittersweet,i feel like i should keep something of his so that when i travel..i have a part of him with me."Hey babe,is it okay with you if i could keep that shirt ?"i asked him with a nervous smile and he looked at me with a puzzled look.